Wine & Soy = BadNews
Went to a friends house to try and enjoy an evening.
had Sushi and salmon teryaki.
went home. trying to get homework done.
went online because He said someone was in need.
no one showed.
he got on from the other game he was playing.
went to a different room.
no one invited me.
i show up ONE person addresses me to say thank you for a link.
he's talking to everyone else.
doesn't say hello
the mentor doesn't even ask me how i'm doing
fuck it.
i left.
she doesn't ask ME my limites
i can't even set my limites because he won't talk to me
forget it.
bad enough i go to wrok 45+ hourse a week
i have to come home and do dishes?
clean the floors?
fold and put away the laundery?
because If I don't NOTHING gets done.
spo this morning i'm a bitch.
would rather scream and yell and throw a temper tamtrum
don't want to piss anyeone else off, so i'm not even trying to wake him
no idea what time he went to bed
probably up all fucking night
AGAOIN!
i hate feeling this way
i feel like a brat,
a spoiled brat
who's daddy has taken his attention somewhere else
no, i can't handle him having others.
because when i get home from work....
i don't have him
they do
ALL FUCKING NIGHTG!
fucking spelling and grammar.
i'm too fucking pissed
can't even focus on fucking homework, online for two fuckign classes.
had Sushi and salmon teryaki.
went home. trying to get homework done.
went online because He said someone was in need.
no one showed.
he got on from the other game he was playing.
went to a different room.
no one invited me.
i show up ONE person addresses me to say thank you for a link.
he's talking to everyone else.
doesn't say hello
the mentor doesn't even ask me how i'm doing
fuck it.
i left.
she doesn't ask ME my limites
i can't even set my limites because he won't talk to me
forget it.
bad enough i go to wrok 45+ hourse a week
i have to come home and do dishes?
clean the floors?
fold and put away the laundery?
because If I don't NOTHING gets done.
spo this morning i'm a bitch.
would rather scream and yell and throw a temper tamtrum
don't want to piss anyeone else off, so i'm not even trying to wake him
no idea what time he went to bed
probably up all fucking night
AGAOIN!
i hate feeling this way
i feel like a brat,
a spoiled brat
who's daddy has taken his attention somewhere else
no, i can't handle him having others.
because when i get home from work....
i don't have him
they do
ALL FUCKING NIGHTG!
fucking spelling and grammar.
i'm too fucking pissed
can't even focus on fucking homework, online for two fuckign classes.