Comments | hhsguardcpt2006: Making babies is fun!

hhsguardcpt2006

Making babies is fun!

May 30, 2005 20:15

I had the parade, marching in the rain isn't half bad except that my flag is slippery and clings to me. It's pretty fun though. I got soaked. I so looked like a rat. I came home and changed clothes and asked mom if I could hang out with Sean for the day. She said yes and she told me to be home by five. I picked up Sean and we went to the bank ( Read more... )

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seanlb1 May 31 2005, 00:37:06 UTC

I know you're mad. I know you aren't ok with it. I know you won't turn away. I don't want you to. I know you've forgiven me for everything and I know this is huge. Don't worry, though. I won't do it regularly at all. I'm not going to be an addict. I will stay the same. Those are all things that I will not lie to you about. Here's another: I won't lie to you anymore.

I'm sorry it made you mad to know that. It was not my intention to hurt you.

Other than that, thank you for a fun day, which otherwise would have been dull and wicked ordinary. I hope you had a good time as well.

hhsguardcpt2006 May 31 2005, 00:51:15 UTC

of course...especially making a baby! *wink* Promise me that you'll always be honest with me. I don't how many more lies I can take Sean. That's why I was quiet for a while. I was thinking about how much you have lied to me before. About how you felt about me, about going to hang out with friends other than going to the play, the letters from Alanna (you hid the fact that they were there, form of lying), and that you'd stop lying to me the first time, and now this. I have always been there for you. I know you don't want to hurt me and that's why you do it but the more you do this, the more it hurts. Which is just as bad. I really don't want to feel the way I did back in August. I don't. You know I will always stand beside you or wherever you want me too. You know that. You know that if something would happen between you and Alanna I'm here for you, you know that I'm here if you need someone to talk to at all. You should know this by now. And the more that I think about it, the more I get confused ( ... )

seanlb1 May 31 2005, 01:19:03 UTC

I don't want you to expect to be hurt. Friends aren't supposed to be like that. I won't lie to you anymore. I promise. I won't hurt you on purpose anymore. I promise.

We'll definitely hang out more this summer. I'm one senior you won't be losing. I promise.

hhsguardcpt2006 May 31 2005, 01:51:53 UTC

good, because you won't be getting rid of me that easily!

warm_gone_cold May 31 2005, 01:58:34 UTC

... Glad you had fun...

hhsguardcpt2006 May 31 2005, 02:01:37 UTC

thanks