I am working a lot. I am really enjoying that I finally know enough to be somewhat helpful. I am, however, also exhausted. I might not be eating enough but my clothes insist that I am ( Read more... )

I don't know how to explain in detail. Dangit ( Read more... )

Finally my brain is working again. I don't know if I'll be able to make enough progress on the programming project, though. But at least I can do it again, even if time is a problem now. I will do my best. Or something close to it ( Read more... )

My family has never acted like they like me much. I forgot my vows of long ago (yesterday) and actually cared about it today when I was with them. I would like to claim I'm over it now, but that's probably a lie ( Read more... )

I always react more than I act. I find myself unable to answer questions about myself - seemingly simple questions - without stopping to think about my answer. And I never know how to answer. I feel I know myself quite well. I'm always trying to fix things. I wonder if I can just let it be ( Read more... )

Surprise anemia again.
Trouble thinking.
Head hurts.
Messy life lately.
I finally caved and bought new clothes.

While I was anemic, I took up knitting. I was found on facebook. I never really intended to be on facebook, but I had joined years ago, thinking that silly email really was a personal request of a friend to join. That friend closed the account and there I was, all alone with one other friend I never spoke to (she dropped me later ( Read more... )

I don't know ( Read more... )

I feel very strange. Things that were bothering me so much now simply don't. Dangit. After I spent all that time on them, too? I wish I could be sure they won't matter again, but there is just no knowing such things ( Read more... )

Jordan is sick. He timed it well; he had a doc appointment today. Doc was very pleased with his weight; we are no longer concerned about his weight. He is going to call Children's Hosp for me to make an appointment for Jordan ( Read more... )