Note to self:

i want to read the book Dishwasher.

(just so I don't forget)

also buy the "anti-bite nailpolish"
(to save my nails from leaving me completely)

I'm not ever delivering a baby. Because in order to deliver a baby, you have to deliver the placenta. I don't want to do that, I don't want to see it, I don't want the doctor to see it, I don't want it in a bucket, and I don't want a placenta.

I've been in boston for a week, i have nothing to write about. I like it here, and everyone here, and the smell of this house. All i can think about is coming home though....I can do what I want to do. Being here has turned me into a big ball of motivation.

The Motivate List:

nevermind.

OH PS!
I held the baby. It wasn't as nerve-racking as I

I need some new friends.

My grandma made small talk with a guy who works at goodwill. Late 60's, tall, kind eyes. We left. She said "I wish I would have given him my number or something ( Read more... )

I hate when I post angry livejournal entries. The next day I feel so dumb when I read them ( Read more... )

The bitch has everything I want and only because she knows I wanted it first. And she doesn't deserve anything she has. I'm sick of everyone and everything and I honestly can't wait to leave for two weeks and still be without those people when I come back ( Read more... )

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!!!

Last night me and my grandma stayed up until 3:30 in the morning watching movies and eating popcorn and drinking grape juice. She told me alot of things that have been on her mind lately. Alot of what she said made me cry....some acceptance crying but mainly sad crying. She said she wasn't going to any more doctors. No new procedures, no new ( Read more... )

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