A very lame journal indeed.

[hibbary]

Well, for some reason, it always occurs to me to post up a journal when I feel really awful. So people who happen to follow might as well assume that I'm some kind of whiney, emo bitch. Well, I'm really not. Maybe a tad on the depressed side (I'm certainly an anxious person), but I never feel like leaving a journal until I have some grade A

Comments

[xxbalaaxx]

You arent ranting babe..besides damned lj is supposed to be for that so hell even if it doesnt make any sense to anyone else ...long as you felt a need to write it..go for it. Actually oddly enough it makes sense to me. Im kinda in the same place right now, could be why I bounce between extreme emotions..which suckers major big FREGGIN time... I feel a lot of the same...dreariness..and pointlessness etc. And with my art though..yeah ill admit ive improved a lot...I feel in part ive reached a sort of plateau and its like "ok what now?" everything kinder bores me..I dunno if its even the work that bores me or what. fleh.

Yep I think that about explains us both ey? Fleh..

*goes to bother you on yim*

[mango_nikki]

heh...i know what ya mean. my "significant" posts are usually written when i'm in a "T___T" mood lol. it may be possible that inside, or subconsciously...you have unvoiced goals. kinda like "to be loved" or to "do something that's pleasing" (say, art). dunno. ye got a looong life ahead o' ya hibbs ;) plenty of time to figure things out. and if not figure them out, then at least plently of time to do lotsa stuff XD. meh. smile time =)