YunJae Through DBSK songs
Title : YunJae Through DBSK songs
Author :
hidaka_yuushi
Pairing : Yunjae
Length : oneshot
Genre : fluff, a bit of angst
Rating : PG-13 (for implications and curse word)
Summary : Written from Yunho's POV and Jaejoong's POV, their feelings after coming out of the closet. Written using most of their songs from all 4 Korean and Japanese album. Oh, and there is special appearance by Junsu^^
Disclaimer : not mine... even some of the words are not mine... because I use the title of their songs. only the idea of the fic is purely mine
This is my first ever DBSK fanfic... I was doodling in my class when I realise that DBSK song titles can actually be woven into a story... and TADA... this is it. Please comment^^
YUNHO’S POV
Do you remember when our story has just begun? It was the time when I finally realize that you’re my destiny and the moment when I finally have the guts to confess that you’re my miracle…
Tonight, as I lay close to you and pull you into a hug while resisting the urge to nuzzle your hair and calling you ‘my little princess’ (yes boojae, I know perfectly that you’re still a man… your muscle proves it clearly), I am reminded again and again the reason why did I fall in love with you. No, it’s not because of your pouty lips or your cooking, or even because of your ‘dangerous mind’, although they do have a share in making me loving you, simply because it’s just the way you are.
I do admit that I love you too much, sometimes I even think that I love you much more than you love me, that this is just my one sided crazy love. Occasionally, my insecurity comes to play and mocks me that you actually only accept me because you need somebody to love you and to be loved (which I know that it is your biggest fear, Boojae). And therefore you accepted me as I can promise you that my love is never gone and I’ll be there for you for eternal.
But again and again you have proven me wrong. You always stay by my side, step by step helping me pushed through both the low times or high times of our life. And my only wish is for you to always there by my side as your love is all I need for me to live a beautiful life.
JAEJOONG’s POV
There you go again, staring at the purple line streaking the sky illuminated by the day moon with a smile grazing your lips. I couldn’t help but to feel the flutter in my heart seeing you, the most beautiful thing in my hectic and crazy life, standing in peace and freeing your mind like this… without any worries about the team, management, fans or press reaction about us. I squashed the urges to just take your hands and pull you close to me to enjoy the afterglow, since you look so much in peace like this, finally have the time for yourself.
Watching you from the bed like this, my mind start to reminisce the first time you finally decided to give us a try, the night when I give you the OK signal to begin our relationship…. And your unforgettable shocked expression when I asked you to stay with me that night. That night was truly a paradise for me, a time when I can finally claim your wholly heart, mind and soul as mine and the night when I can finally experience a surge of love after love from the most precious person in the world for me, you
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I admit that our story is not always full of rainbows and balloons. People relentlessly judge us and force us apart, saying that our relationship will just bring us down. Not only us, but also our Dongsaeng’s life. And sometimes whatever they say did make us stumble and fell to their trap, fighting against since other when we should be facing them together. But now, somehow, we are able to stand up against all the accusations, obstacles and sometimes even dead ends when we just want to call it a quit. Our love manages to come out as a survivor despite the continuous trials, and now I believe that our love has become stronger than ever and nothing can ever bring us down.
YUNHO’s POV
Ah, you’re awake. Even when I am standing away from you, like now, I can still clearly see your forever love for me which shone through you doe eyes. Every moment spent under your spell just firming my decision to never let you go despite the millions men (or women) chasing after you (well, and sometimes me). Seeing you like this, I vowed to always put the smile on your face… to never let those dark periods to ever haunt you ever again.
The memory of the day when I finally snapped is still fresh in my memory. That was the day when I saw you holding back the tears that nearly flooded out due to some supposedly ‘wrong number’ turned out to be another attack against us. My heart clenched at the sight of you, and I feel so helpless to be unable to do anything besides gathering you in my arms while whispering ‘Don’t cry my love’ repeatedly on your ears. And that was the time when I finally realize that this mindless phantom accusation simply cannot go on and on. I’m sick of pretending that nobody knows that both of us are dying inside (beside our dongsaeng, that is, they are too smart for their own good, especially Changmin) and so I decided to stand up against this endless suffering.
I stormed into the company, demanding a press conference and announce it the whole word that yes we were and are and will be together. That I don’t say goodbye to you… not now and not ever. And if they don’t want to understand, well, they can certainly fuck off.
I confess that it was a reckless decision that can ruin Dong Bang Shin Ki career in an instant. But luckily our fans understand and support us through. Our dongsaengs just gave me a clap on the back and congratulate me… that time is when I realize that we are very loved by many people. Sure, there are some who intend to make our life as hellish as possible, but the others have more that make up for it.
And right now, as the darkness has slowly dissipated due to the slowly rising sun, I walked back and sit on our bed, feeling the warm sunlight shines on us and you snuggling up to me. Smiling softly at you, I ponder what will my life be without you… and I realize, I would be nothing, because you are my melody, the melody of my life. Thanks to you, my life is now complete, and as long as you will always be the one who accompanying me to ride on the maze of my life, as long as I can say hello again and again to you each morning, I know that each day of my life will be a whole new world.
JUNSU’s POV
I guess peeking at my Hyungs’ room at this kind of time is certainly not my best decision. I mean, I support them fully, but my stomach sweetness tolerance level is still not enough to contain all the sugary sweet affection that seems to surrounds them.
But looking at them snuggling tightly on the bed, with Yunho’s hand cradling Jaejoong’s waist protectively and Jaejoong contently lying on Yunho’s chest, I couldn’t help but to smile. I am certainly proud of the two of them, and I know both Chunnie and Changmin do too. They have undergone much trials and obstacles, and I say, they truly deserves to be together.
There was a question on what love truly is… Chunnie, being the romantic cassanova as he is, answer that love can only be illustrated by a thousand years love song… as it is endless. Changmin, being a smart-ass as he is, answered it is when two hearts finally decided to share the world between them, where there is no more secrets between them. I didn’t now what to answer that time, but now I think I have finally found the perfect answer.
Smiling at both of my Hyungs who lies comfortably in the dark room, I closed the door softly.
‘CLICK’
Love is a secret game where the keyword to your happily ever after lies on the effort you put in your relationship. As in a game of love, if there is no pain, there is no gain.
FIN