Church hit me hard today...

[hidden_child87]

"Alive to the outside world, But dead on the inside of myself" That's what I am. I am a drone. I look alive, but inside there is a huge hole in my heart that makes me feel dead to everything

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numba one stunna.

[oppossum]

i totally know what you mean janelle. just recently i've felt like for the first time in my life i was in love with God. but to test that love he pulls away at times...maybe that is what has happened with you. it doesn't mean God doesn't care, it means he wants you to do some soul searching and realize you are his daughter and want to live your life for him. it gets so hard to actually FEEL that at many times, i totally understand that...but just pray and pray...and then pray some more and he will come to you nomatter what. i hope you find what you're looking for and so does your father.
"The plans I have for you are plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

[ex_tiptoes853]

*HUGS*
"Be not afraid"
*hug*

[marymacgregor]

There is nothing Janelle that He can't see through..no matter what..He has always been there watching you. All you have to do is accept...in this case you have...that you need Him, pray for guidance. I'm glad for you. Remember nothing that anyone does can be unforgivable. He acknowledges everything as the same. Try to find a church somewhere that you feel comfortable in. It may be some place where no one knows you. Some people feel more comfortable that way...and some like having someone. I am here for ya Janelle. If you want to talk, we can anytime. Love ya girl. if ya wanna talk call me...713.72.56.34.3

hello

[anonymous]

no, you dont know me..and im sorry if you dont like random comments. dont think im one of your friends trying to hide my identity or anything--I'm not. I'm just someone who read this, can relate somewhat, and wanted to say something.

You are young..you should put yourself first. Before anything in this world, before the love of your life, you must put yourself first and do what you feel you need to do in order to be the best person you can possibly be. If you don't do that, well, you won't be fit for anyone. In the end, the only person we have right here with us, besides God (if you believe in god), is ourself. You must be your own best friend before you can give 100% to anyone else.

take care.