hofstra wants me back.
i'm done screwing up.
i'm going back to my doctor and am going back on medication. (i think)
maybe life will be good?
oh, and i met a boy that i hit it off with. he's a year younger, but whatever it's the summer and he's out of high school.

oh yay.

i can't wait to go back to NYC in july, i miss it.

i am happy.

it is my birthday.

my ex-boyfriend and i are on speaking terms again.

i have no finals tomorrow (today now).

i return home thursday.

today, i won't complain ONCE about life.

:)

i'm so sick of not being able to do things because my parents don't feel like letting me be out late... for godssake i'm in college now, it's not like they need to stay awake until i come home. yet again... i wasn't able to do something because of them. SO sick of this shit. whatever, i'm back in new york soon enough where i'll actually be able to ( Read more... )

i just need to document for the world to know that it reached 73 degrees today in maryland on the freaking 7th of january :)

there's always an ugly girl in a group of friends... i'm just not used to being that person. URGH!

everyone here in one way or another is pairing off and i'm not going to lie. it's making me a wee bit jealous. it's been almost a year that i've been single, and it feels like the longest year ever. i just yearn for that closeness and connection. not just a random hookup. someone i can talk with and spend time with. yada yada yada. but whatever ( Read more... )

i swear to you i don't like her anymore. i can't. i'm not allowed to. why? because it would never happen. i need to just be happy with us being friends ( Read more... )

i'm okay. just a few problems for a while. i fixed myself, i've gotten quite used to that. well rather, i've re-established myself. nothing has changed. i just needed to think things through once more. but i'm happy, satisfied, whatever you'd like to say. i want to finish. but i have a 9 am class tomorrow and i haven't been sleeping. well... i ( Read more... )

i'm no longer sure of myself like i used to be. i'm not completely sure when that changed, but it's a rather uncomfortable feeling i must say. i don't know what's happened with me. i can't blame it on hofstra or the people here, because i have no complaints in that realm ( Read more... )

i had my first breakdown since i've gotten to school today. for absolutely no reason. hysterically crying, unable to breathe, the whole deal.

what.
the.
fuck.

i don't even know.