So, there is officially no more parties at Amber's house anymore. But last night was fun. I had such a good time with everyone. And it was extremely funny to see Allen dancing to Britney Spears and Christina Aguilera. I think he needs to stay drunk constantly, because at least he's in a good mood. But of course the night wouldn't be right if there ( Read more... )

we're all moving in slow motionI'm dying for a cigarette right now. I haven't had one whole cigarette all day. I'm so stressed out about everything lately. Like, this whole thing with me, Amber and Norm. Its just really getting to me. She's told me over and over again that she isn't mad at me, but I know it does really bother her, and I don't know ( Read more... )

I just realized I had dirt all in my bra from 4 wheelin tonight. Oh man, I need to shower. It was so much fun tonight though because everything was flooded with water. It was crazy. I was soaked by the time we were leaving. But hey, I'm not complaining ( Read more... )

I was going to write a lot tonight, but I don't think I want to ( Read more... )

There's so much shit on my mind tonight. I don't even know what brought it on. I was just sitting on the couch at Norm's apartment and all of a sudden my mood just went downhill, and I started thinking about things. That's never good ( Read more... )

Wow, today is going to be a bad day.

Its only 2 and I already feel like curling up in a ball in some corner and crying.

Mood swings are going to kick my ass today.

Yay.

Maybe I should just stay in tonight.

....

I don't know.

You're everyone I see
So tell me, do you see me?

i feel like crying.

I love being in a situation where I can't do anything but sit here. I can't say or do anything to anyone, because no matter what I say, I'm fucked with at least one person, including myself. I know what's going on in my head is wrong, and isn't fair to some people, but I just can't stop it, ya know? Its not something you can control so easily. But ( Read more... )

I wish I could tell you how I feel

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