tomorrow is pretty much the first day of my life. i start on the floor taking paying clients. i mean, i know what i'm doing and i'm a lot more comfortable than half my class but my nerves are killing me and i'm on the verge of an anxiety attack. i can't believe i'm over 1/3 of the way through school. i don't even know where the time went. i'm so ( Read more... )

Theres the house ( Read more... )

brand new was so good tonight ( Read more... )

i love my life.
today something great happened.
my dearest love, ashley, won us tickets to the justin timberlake concert BEFORE they even went on sale.
oh yes, she won them on star94.
i was so happy.
i tried to go last time and couldn't and i was PLANNING on buying tickets this time but now i don't have to.
I LOVE YOU, ASHLEY. I LOVE MY LIFE.

school is going well. although i'm not a huge fan or perms, i can do them pretty well. i like relaxers. i gave my roommate one in class yesterday and was my first time actually doing something to someone's hair that can't be fixed. i was terrified, actually. bc if i fucked it up and left it on too long she would burn and her hair would fall out. ( Read more... )

i feel like fucking shit

i'm probably the worst person ever.
i 'm just confused.
and i don't know what i want anymore.
god :(

I carry your heart with me ( Read more... )

today was my first day at aveda.
everything went well.
orientation stuff is boring but everyone in my class is cool.
there are only 13 students.
2 went to south and 1 went to central so that's pretty cool.
i'm excited for classes to start next week.
and to get our kits on thursday.
:)

i'm 19 today :)