Ever have a break through that unlocked painful memories from your past that your mind blocked out that changed your entire outlook on life?

I've said I need to change. I've said I'm going to change.

This time it's different.

I'm different.

If you don't like it get the fuck out of my life.

Also with that I'm going to be quitting this current LJ. It ( Read more... )

A really hot girl gives me a lap dance.  She's doing all the right moves, and doing them well. However I didn't feel even a drop of arousal. I ended up being bored the entire time I was at the club. My mind was somewhere else ( Read more... )

Legs.

My joy and pain.

Just leave me alone.

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So my refusal to go to the meeting yesterday was the last straw ( Read more... )

Wants/Needs
I want to buy a scarf.

I need to date more.

I want non-committed non-sexual but not "just friends" relationship.

I want to try new types of food.

I need to go clubbing more.

Stuff that Happened
I awesomed my dance midterm.

I'm "talking" (not dating) to several people which makes me happy.

I am ignoring my parent's curfew.

I have my "own ( Read more... )

Why is my entire world falling apart?

Why is everyone running from me when I need them the most?

Help me.

Cat is dead. Whoever the fuck is messing with her SN and saying otherwise is going to burn in hell.