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[hiddeninside397]

GODDAMMMITTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT WHY THE FUCK AM I SUCH A FUCKING DUMBASS I DIDNT EVEN REALIZE THE EXTENT TO WHICH IVE HURT THE ONES I LOVE GODDAMMMITTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SARAH CARA ANYONE IVE EVER HURT, I WILL COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND IF YOU NEVER WANT TO TALK TO ME, LOOK AT ME EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE MY PRESENSCE EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Comments

[be_it_let]

what do you expect people to say to that?
if they agree, you get depressed and they feel like bitches
if they disagree, it makes it impossible for them to be mad at you.

you're over-reacting once again.. and doing it in your lj.

some things will never change.

[hiddeninside397]

first off, this is my damned livejournal and i'll write whatever i want in it. last night i was really stressed out and i couldnt really talk about it to anyone else so i said it in here. second, you said you didnt want to read mine before. if thats true then why the hell are you. just curious. you have every right to, but dont criticize me for what i write in here. some things WILL never change.

[cropduster7217]

hey pat im here for ya dude any time ya need to talk or vent you knoiw how to find me

[hiddeninside397]

dude, thank you for being there last night, i really needed someone to talk to for a lil while and you listened without a second word. thanks man, more than i can ever say, and i'm always there for you too, man, know that, aiight? lol talk to you tonight, bro.

[wildgopher47]

sometimes I wish I knew what was going on...

[hiddeninside397]

sorry about that, but i was really...i don't know what i was last night. if you want to know what it was all about, i'll gladly tell you what's up, i know i can trust you and you have a right to know about this, and besides, ur just a really cool person to talk to, and if you want to, we can either talk after school (i'm after til 3:30 tomorrow) or you can call me at 714-5240...

i'm sorry that you have to read shit like that when i post it, but i really needed a place to vent and i didnt have anyplace or anyone to go to, so i did it there....sorry...

[wildgopher47]

It's cool, really, I don't mind. I know I say things all the time that don't make sense but I just need to say them. Don't apologize. I'd like to have a chat with you sometime, though. I'll catch up with you later...

[roxyblader666]

You made a mistake. You seem to have that end of it figured out. Now, what you need to do, is start the process of gaining the trust of your friends back, instead of freaking out and beating yourself up. May take time, and you may not be able to fully gain back what you had with those people before, but it's worth it to try and show them you can change and be a trustworthy friend. You know what you have to do; give them time, show them your there for them no matter what, and once again, give it time. I am here for you too, you know. For advice, or just to listen like I have in the past. I love you Pat. Your not a terrible person, you just made a mistake. Your human.. go figure.
Love you.. latr. Call me tonight.. if you find the time.

[roxyblader666]

Hey, will you please call me on my cell tonight? thankyou.