I hate this

I hate seeing him ripped to shreds like this. I hate feeling like I'm never doing enough to help him. Why can't I do more? I should be able to do more. I'm so incompetent........

That is all

my cheek is numb. hehe

Stupid computer prices. No, more like stupid parents who won't buy me a laptop. All I'm asking for is the 12.1" iBook. No good. And I won't be able to carry those damnable Dell laptops with me, at least not the affordable one. They're heavy! So I settle for a desktop. At least it's going to have a flat panel. 15", so ( Read more... )

Ok, to the person who has been leaving notes in my guestbook. That was pretty silly of you. I got your IP address from that, and I tracked it. I know exactly who you are. And if you don't stop, I'm going to call charter, and possibly the police. I have the entries logged. This is harassment. I'm serious

Anyways, in other news.....we got an ( Read more... )

I slept late today, and then went to work. That was relatively good, the shipment was small. I'm going in tomorrow to do an FMC spanish order and some returns. It'll be a nice change of pace.

Mmm....frozen pizza monday.....

It's storming out. It's so incredibly gorgeous, all the lightning flashing and such. Storms are so beautiful at night when ( Read more... )

stupid phone waking me up. argh

I should be going to sleep earlier. But nah.

I work today. I hope it's a light shipment.

Ciao, i'll probably update later today

I love you

well, to whoever left a note in my journal, i would like to say something.

yes, i do mention tony quite a bit. But considering he's the person i'm always hanging out with, it's kind of hard not to. I'm just talking about my day. So, if you want to have something different in my journal, call me to hang out! That way, the journal entry will be ( Read more... )

What a wonderful day. I woke up at 11:30am. Talked with Tony for hours. Went home and ate dinner. Went to Tony's house and watched TV. It was a perfect night, I don't think it can get much better.

I love you

Dateline is the best show around.

I love you.

The heart is a bloom, shoots up through the stony ground ( Read more... )

i have, indirectly, just been called immature.

So I don't live in the 'real world', eh? Even though i've been a full time student and a full time worker for three months. that's two full time jobs, in case you didn't figure that one out. Even though I've had a job for a year while you had to quit yours because of time?

The dumbest think I have ( Read more... )

I'm leaving

in less than 2 months

I was so excited

and yet.....

I'd rather shoot myself than leave