i really think that he tries to make me feel so terrible, when i do something so small. omg,its such a big fuciking deal suck on my fucking big toe. i hate when he does this shit to me, always tries to make me feel so sad.....goes all monotone on me and sounds like something bothers him and when he does tell me i'm in a good ass mood and i dont ( Read more... )

hello its been a while i know......i'd be on more often if my computer wouldnt be such an asshole........sometimes it wants to work and sometimes it doesnt. what a fucker! today it been good though, so good computer *pets the puter*

lets see whats new, um...OrgyKd had a birthday and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! the baby is starting to drop now, its ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!it was my 18th birthday....oh ya.. i had fun, michael(my fiance) his dad got us a hotel, at which he didnt have to, anyway, he did, and michael made it all sweet...rose petals from the door to the bed and in the bathtub.....candles around the bath....very sweet. i love him so much ( Read more... )

ITS A BOY! ITS A BOY!! yay!! lol, we decided on a name, Seth Anthony Tripp. its so pretty everyone just start clapping now, yay! yay!! lol......i'm retarded! the ultrasound was very neat, i wish i could show you the picture of the baby, but i dont gotta very good scanner...so boo! i gotta lazy baby too, it just hits me at night, sleeps all day, but ( Read more... )

so anyway, i was doing this one thing and then this one time someone came up to me and blah blah blah...i'm kidding. i think i need a new icon, but for someone reason i'm a damn retard when it comes to making my own, i wish that i could, but i'm just stupid so i cant...so if anyone would be so kind and make me a cool looking icon, i'll love them ( Read more... )

well as i did in the other journal i shall do in this one. this though seems to be more private, because nobody pays any attention to me. anyway, i have some good new, i'm gonna have a baby!! i'm due November 3, i'm hoping halloween though. me and mike are gonna get married on my birthday this year, yay for us! we have some names picked out, if its ( Read more... )

Things You Never KnewThe happy go lucky one, depressed ( Read more... )

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!

I don’t even know what to say to anyone anymore, I’m just kind of blank. Like i all think about is what would anyone think if I told them that I have suicidal tendencies, or that I’m the not the happy go lucky person that they think that I am, or I’m just hiding what I really feel. I know that looks can be deceiving but I believe that a lot of ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say........wait yes i do...i did some poems last night and i guess i should post them......

( Dead To You )