This weekend was flippin crazy. I cant even explain it all to you but Friday night I was initiated and had an amazing night with some amazing sisters! Saturday night was pretty much the scariest night of my life but its cool cuz everything turned out alright. Also, everything else seems to be going better, including classes. Today my econ ( Read more... )

I've tried so hard to find the right words to say but Im just afraid that some how things will come out wrong. What in the world am i supposed to do...?

p.s. Its a beautiful day outside, I'm tryin to keep my mood up as much as possible. Have a great day everyone.

So as you can tell this week has been a pretty emotionally draining week. One day felt like a full week, arg. Unfortunitly things still suck and I dont know how they are going to be fixed. I feel pretty guilty and I wish I could express that but I also dont think that I should have to take the blame for everything. I know you dont know what I ( Read more... )

It just became obvious that certain people are just better off without me. Have a great day.

So I know that I keep using livejournal as a place to vent and I am sorry for that. The thing is....when one of the poeple you need most isnt there for you it sucks big time. Thats why I keep venting on this. After class today I dont think Im gonna do anything but try to sleep, maybe take a walk and think. Thinking probably is not the best ( Read more... )

yup, im close to breaking...:-( I thought today was gonna be better and it was a little but now it just hit the fan again. I dont know how much more of this i can take.

p.s. thanks for pickin up for effings phones, bloomfield. basically when i needed you most....

I was the trigger and I know that I usually am. Most times I can do something to change or make the situation better but obviously this time I can't. If i could go back and change the things i did or the things i said I would but honestly I cant. Im certainly questioning the existance of a few things right now...could change by tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

So this weekend I've been reflecting on a lot of stuff and just trying to figure out alot of things for myself. One thing that I've been thinking about alot is how much I really love all of you guys. Everyone at albion, everyone here at home, everyone at other schools, everyone that I talk to on a daily basis, everyone that I talk to on a weekly ( Read more... )

On top of having two exams tomorrow, a paper due thurs and all the other crap that is going wrong due to stupid things and decisions I make I found out today that my grandma's sister died because of lung cancer last week. I didnt know her very well but she was very quiet and sweet so I'm pretty sad. I also know that my grandma who is the sweetest ( Read more... )