Been awhile since I've updated. Although presently I don't have much on my mind to talk about. 5:38. Went to work today. When ya only work one day a week, it's not so bad. I actually kinda enjoy it. I'm usually smiling a lot at work, and not just because I should for the customers. I miss my sisters. Like 1/3 of my social life has gone down the ( Read more... )

I had 3,000 MP3s and not enough Bob Dylan. So now I have 50 MP3s and half are Bob Dylan. Today... today it almost sounds like a good trade ( Read more... )

my heart aches ( Read more... )

it's funny how we get frightened by life in segments. relaxed, confident, understanding.. then you go to anthropology and come out of it feeling so trapped. Exhausted. In the TCC library, taking up a computer space that I'm sure someone could use a more then I need to use. But I've still got 30 minutes til my next class. theres a warning sign on ( Read more... )

i've got 21 more minutes - as of right now - until my birthdays up. it was a good one. a bit cracked out - but worth it. i think it might have been the 1st morning where it was only me and him ( Read more... )

i spent this late afternoon at rose's watching home videos. the basement... oh how i long for those days. kids snorting painkiller lines and holding guitars... walls covered in our teenage footage. our times ( Read more... )

every day we spend together is like waking newer and newer passions. every afternoon we get to spend together makes me like him that much more... so many new branches growing from a tree.. opening up with one another... blossoming. oh when we get those precious hours just him and me ( Read more... )

the sun, its shining with a translucent glow. so it seems to me. prom - and i danced and ate non stop. Mostly danced. i never thought i could have that much fun at a school prom. lose all feelings of self-conscienceness with a few shots. i tell you, let loose ( Read more... )

and i sit ( Read more... )

today seems to be the 1st day of summer. warm warm weather. sun has never shown its face so brightly yet this year. fcat testing is the shit. got to school at 12:55 n tomorrow i dont gotta get here til NEVER. feels like the last week of school.. or maybe like we just got back from wakulla. the sun has brought nostalgia. old feelings.. of bumming ( Read more... )