I am

[hierophantes]

I am a failure. That's what I am. I'm failing at life. I've failed my friends and my family. I feel crushed, alone and alienated among everyone. This is hard. I keep freaking out. I'm breaking apart. It's like how I felt when I was younger, right before I would go off the edge. I'm hanging now. My serenity is being forcefully held in check

Comments

[sobeliz]

I honestly don't check here much anymore, but I think I'll look more often now that your posting again.. hon, I'm always here for ya and just a phone call away, and I've been there too. If we just sit on the phone and say nothing, but keeps you company, its just fine.

Keep hanging on. Its hard. But you already know there is good spots to make up for it. Just got to hang on a little longer.