I got 5 hours of sleep last night, im so tired but i cant sleep. Ive spend the last 2 hours lying in bed thinking (and one infront of the computer). I cant even recognize myself anymore. 18 months ago i had everything figured out and i was making new friends, but it all went wrong at some point. My friends dont understand me and i cant open up to
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oi christoffer , oi :/
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i know all to well what you're talking about.
there was this one time in my life when i didn't know what the fuck i should've been doing, like if my love for PB was "logical" or "gonna pay off" or "damaging"...i mean, i ultimately decided that love defied logic, but i mean...sometimes, like during that process, and during what's happening now, i worried so much that i was in physical pain all the time, vomiting, losing sleep, losing my appetite...
sometimes everything is like an incomprehensible nightmare during which one wishes they could just be cryogenically frozen...
it's just..... o_O
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