to begin with: i HATE michigan.
i wish i was there right now. :(
i couldnt wake up for schoool today, beucase i missed it so bad. its worse than anytime i have left. this is major depression material.
i miss andy so bad. its not fair that i cant be with him everyday. it really isent. no one understands, how much it sucks. how much i miss him.
id do anything to be there right now. to be with him right now. jshdfgjhdskjhfuudhfjgdskg
i sound so god damn pathetic. but its the truth.
this is the hardest thing i have to go threw in my life right now. and it sucks. when im not with him, i feel like a part of my happyness is fucking gone. why does life have to be unfair like this?
sory if just bitched to much:... heidi*<3
ps. I NEED A JOB, TO BE ABLE TO GO BACK IN MAY. IF ANYONE WOULD BE A DEAR, AND HELP ME OUT. IT WOULD BE GOD LIKE OF YOU.... <333