and as we say our long goodbyes.. i nearly do..

[high_off_you]

Well, I've decided that since, no one really reads this anymore, I'm going to use it to my advantage, and really treat it like a journal. Ofcourse some things will still need to be kept private. But, I'm going Friends Only soon, and so I won't be so worried as to who decides to read this anyway

Comments

omgosh!

[x_addicted2u_x]

shira! i love ur new layout! it rock my socks off.
<3

[notcominhome]

aw shira we all feel like that sometimes. You're an awesome girl, don't change for anyone and do whatever you think is right. It's good that you are starting to figure out ur feelings.

[sweetmizre]

i know how you feel so when i feel like shit/depressed/unhappy, and i like literally feel like shit at times, i think of what my mother told me once like a year ago ... life can be a bitch and oyu just learn how to fuck it. lol, great acvide from my mother but hey with that attitude when i don't feel up to par i'll eventually feel better

shira

[anonymous]

hey shira,im not going to tell you who i am because it really doesnt make a difference , we do go to the same school tho and i did consider you my friend until i read all this stuff bout you hating ppl and jus pretending u r their friends>> thats besides the point, cuz weather u consider me ur friend or not, i think i can give som advice right now to make u that happy grl i remebr. u have all these questions about not knowing who you are and being confused about .. everything. this is what we call being a teenager. most people feel this way, i know i do but u would never guess it cuz i learned to jus deal wit it and realize itll pass. u need to try to jus ground yourself. stop thinging about wat other people are thinking of you, consintrate on urself a lil, becuz even tho in ur lj u wrote that you think u dont care wat they think, jus wrinting that says you really do care. i dont know if you get what i mean or if im making any snese. and it kinda sounds like ur getting a lil depressed, maby u should try getting a shrink to sort all ur

Some advice 2 you

[anonymous]

look.i dont no you, your problems, or your life. but it seems you are very confused and your a little lost. Maybe you're going through some tough sh*t but b*tching at every1 else and being hostile 2 everyone isn't the way to go. You might feel upset but making other people feel that way isn't solving the problem. Get some therapy if u need to talk to someone so badly. Furthermore, you have to understand, although it may not seem like it,you could be hurting someone who's going through an even tougher time than you are right now. Think about it and think a little bit more about your actions.
Good Luck.
anonymus-