I had a boyfriend EXACTLY like that.. whenever something like that happened he'd never make an effort to see me or to explain things, say that he wanted to see me, etc etc... I *think* he did want to see me.. but who knows. I'm a strong believer that if someone really does care about you, they will show it without having to think about it.
You should know that I'm not as much of an asshole as you obviously think I am. I fought for you, I really did. If you hadn't hung up on me I would have told you that. I stopped fighting that night because I was tired of making you unhappy. You don't deserve that. I hate myself for it, because I did care about you. I still do, more than I can express. But you were obviously not happy with me, and that's not what I want for you. I shouldn't even be saying all of this here but I know I won't get out everything that I want to tonight.
Don't think that I didn't listen, or that I didn't understand. I told you when I got home that I didn't want to talk about it then because I was mad about my car, I'd say something I'd regret. And I did, I said a whole string of things I regret. It's one of a thousand stupid things I wish I could take back. I'd start all over with you if I could. I know it's too little too late, but you're all I think about.
Hey I found you on over18ed and have just read the public posts on your journal and we have a lot in common (although I got into acting school and had to give up horses for awhile so only have by 25 year old left). Add me and I'll add you back? :-)
This is nina. Congratulations on being so open with your feelings, I can never do that. I think miscommunication and lack of understanding between both sexes plays a big part in the assholing, moreso than malice or anything else. Maybe you guys should give it another shot.
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Don't think that I didn't listen, or that I didn't understand. I told you when I got home that I didn't want to talk about it then because I was mad about my car, I'd say something I'd regret. And I did, I said a whole string of things I regret. It's one of a thousand stupid things I wish I could take back. I'd start all over with you if I could. I know it's too little too late, but you're all I think about.
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Congratulations on being so open with your feelings, I can never do that.
I think miscommunication and lack of understanding between both sexes plays a big part in the assholing, moreso than malice or anything else.
Maybe you guys should give it another shot.
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