i've fallen in love twice in the past two days, hahalasjdh. apparently apathy is a symptom of schizophrenia. i want myself to be different, i want everything to be new again. i missed the glance. and i've got to put a stop to this random journal entry madness.
it's one of those morning's i got up like 9348 hours too early so i'm online. and i think i have mono, because i've felt sick for the past month and i've gained the ability to sleep for like, 20 hours straight. and that is disgusting. katie's whole family had mono. umm. fuck my mother's persistance, and fuck the system.
ariana and i are going to a myriad of shows we would not typically be welcome at, they include: norma jean. the misfits. burns out bright/stretch armstrong. & any other potentially awkward show we can find. damn i love that grrrrl.