You're more than entitled to feel as you do. For what it's worth, I feel utterly gutted myself. And if you had turned up to talk, I would have let you shout all you want and just stood there and taken it. I know that while I'm feeling like utter shit for this fucking stupid mistake on my part it must be a thousand times worse for you.
Morno loves you and doesn't want to lose you. Power doesn't come into it. You love him and care for him, and that counts for more than anything. He's terrified of losing that bond he has with you. You were there to hug him, play with him, discipline him when he was playing up... all the things a real father does. You overcame a lot to do this, and I'll always appreciate that more than I can express.
As for my father... I SWEAR if he starts cavorting with glee in front of me I'll smack him one.
I appreciate you giving out to Feanor but you and I both know that this will make his day.
I don't want to lose my son either but I really need to take time. I may go to Taniquetil for a while -- please don't take that as being abandonment or anything ridiculous like that.
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You're more than entitled to feel as you do. For what it's worth, I feel utterly gutted myself. And if you had turned up to talk, I would have let you shout all you want and just stood there and taken it. I know that while I'm feeling like utter shit for this fucking stupid mistake on my part it must be a thousand times worse for you.
Morno loves you and doesn't want to lose you. Power doesn't come into it. You love him and care for him, and that counts for more than anything. He's terrified of losing that bond he has with you. You were there to hug him, play with him, discipline him when he was playing up... all the things a real father does. You overcame a lot to do this, and I'll always appreciate that more than I can express.
As for my father... I SWEAR if he starts cavorting with glee in front of me I'll smack him one.
-- Caranthire.
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I appreciate you giving out to Feanor but you and I both know that this will make his day.
I don't want to lose my son either but I really need to take time. I may go to Taniquetil for a while -- please don't take that as being abandonment or anything ridiculous like that.
Ingwe
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I understand you need to clear your head. Take as much time as you need. I know Morno will understand too.
-- Caranthire.
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