It seems to be over...
[private to self//unhackable]
To see those things so vivid again... is it really okay to be here? To stay here? I have to go back. I can't let my people down. I don't want that more children have to suffer like Pilika did.
It can't be okay that I am here now, and that I try to be friends with some. I know now why I hestitated so much.