Im not gonna write anything too long. I'm too tired. I just wrote a kinda long devo and i also keep on messing up on my typing. so excuse ANY typos. but anyways... hopefully Justin has considered my words about my worries and stuff. Hopefully nothing bad happens. I'm so scared its driving me nuts. I guess I'll figure out what's goin through his ( Read more... )

man... lotsa stuff 2 talk about. Where should I start?? Hmm... let's talk about what I have in my mind right now and I'll just blab on like I usually do. first off... i just got off the phone w/ my mom in brown county. we just got into ANOTHER deep conversation, but hopefully they'll be done for now. LoL. we just got through talking about like, ( Read more... )

Yes! Justin's gonna pick me up tonight and we're probly gonna go to Rob's youth group scavenger hunt thingy. I miss justin so much! I feel like I haven't seen him for days. But i really miss him and I just wanna hug him. Yea, I'm in the euphoria state of my PMS... can't ya tell?? LOL ( Read more... )

LoL... me & Justin are gonna go see Garfield tonight. I'm excited. It'll be fun. ever since we saw the previews together we're both like, "We need to see that together!" Hehe. Also I told him that I wanted to see "The Notebook". LoL.. A romance story. and he's all like, "NO! I will not see another romance movie! Their all the same.. I've seen ( Read more... )

Man, Norma Jean hits the spot when u need heavy heavy metal christian music to help lift you up. Heavy metal is exactly what I need right now. I'm like totally PMSing, i've been up since 8:30 taking care of babies, and I wasn't able to see Justin today either. It's not fair! I'm so sick of doing absolutely nothing everyday and making nothing of ( Read more... )

I talked with my mom today about maybe switching to different high schools. I told her that maybe if we could afford it i wanted 2 go back to scecina. But i guess we can't afford it. My mom actually said how about broad ripple or warren central? i was like, "what the heck? i thought u wouldnt ever let me go to a public school." she said, "well for ( Read more... )

Man, it's like I can do so much through the day but whne it comes to night time I have to fight myself to go to sleep. I think it might be my birth control. My body's gettin all freaky & weird on me lately. Like tonight I just completely cried in Justin's arms for no reason. I mean i was kinda upset but i had no reason to cry! LoL. He understood. ( Read more... )

yesterday & today i hung out with one of my old friends, sara. I really missed her! she came to my youth group last night and today we sat outside and did miscellanious things and then we went to the mall. It was fun ( Read more... )

My family is basically shunning me today and probably for the next couple of days. My mom "caught" me and justin, I should say. Not a very good way to earn my Mom's trust. So of course with my mood comes the weather. It's all dark & grey outside. it's not supposed to rain except for tommorow. so kind of like the weather is my mood. My buddy sara ( Read more... )

yea, so I was like sittin here yesterday.. i had this longer devo to write, cuz God was puttin a lot on my heart. I get it done, I finished it, I click send, and my internet stops working and it didn't send nor did it save anywhere. Ugh! Such is a life ( Read more... )