I really need to stop falling soo hard for guys. Because this ALWAYS happends. A guy likes me, i wait it out a lil, and then if everything is good i like him, and then we like each other and then SOMETHING HAPPENDS. Either they lose interest, ex gf idk but SOMETHING BAD has to happen ( Read more... )

Idk i wish the guys i like dident have to live quite a distance away. Seriously, ugh. But like the guys around here...are just soo dirty. Idk its such a small area here, that everyone knows everyone and its like i dont wanna date you, you went out with my friend's sister or something idk lol ( Read more... )

Ok today is the day where i start telling these guys that i dont like that like me that im just not interested in them and hanging out can not be a possiblity....ok, right after he drives me to the mall so i can get my new phone and then ill say something.

So last night I went to a Halloween party and I went as GOTH FAIRY lmao. It actually suits me since idk everyone thinks im a goth chick anyways but i dont do it on purpose. the majority of my wardrobe is black ( Read more... )

I seriously love people. Esp. ones who you try not to talk to because their just plain creepy. well yea idk why i dident block him a long time ago but now i had to.  I mean who does this....

kid-hey wanna hang out?

(after like  year of not seeing you...umm no because you live far away and i mean in another state and i dont fucking drive plus YOUR ( Read more... )

oh man guy problems galore. I think thats all i complain about but what can I say im a girl ( Read more... )

Digital Life rocked.

I miss the city ='(

can someone explain to my why i just had an online convo with my ex boyfriend?!

Im not even sure if im ok to talk to him. ugh please kill meeeeeee

My bday was ok. a lot of depressing things happend but ugh what are you gonna do i guess, but nevertheless i tried to have fun

oh heres my tattoo i just got

http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y7/Chaikon/B826A.jpg

Its on my lower back, its fucking hott. 2 hours of pain!!

Now im getting my belly button peirced.

Update more later

Oh god tomorrow...im going to work at 8am and then im going on a date with this model/actor.  How this all happend i will never know. Thank you god