I like being alive ( Read more... )

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I/m really freaked out right now.
Tonight I made a desicion, and it/s one that it is important that I stick by,
but it is extremely scary.
I have said that I would die for each and every one of them.
I don/t want to give that up,
but I can/t go on like this anymore.
Fuck.

I/m so sick of this life it makes me want to vomit ( Read more... )

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I suppose it/s inevitable ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!
That/s how I/m feelin right now!

Anyway, the good news while it still lasts:
I/ve got a date for Valentine/s Day!
Lindsay.
She/s a peach;
gorgeous, smart, and sentimental.
She makes me smile.

More later.

Today I had to give my first speech in my Public Speaking class ( Read more... )

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"Oh God, I have no one. Nothing.
You give me this beautiful gift, this glorious sunset.
But w/ no one to say 'Isn/t that a beautiful sunset' to,
it becomes meaningless, just another stupid sunset.
They happen everyday.
So what?"