To be honest, I'm doing this to see what the big deal about the new update page is. i LITERALLY USED IT earlier this morning. guess i was one of the few. oh well. im getting sicker and sicker, my chest is tight, my head is swimming, and boy am i exhausted. BUT ENOUGH OF ME COMPLAINING!!! IM LEAVING NOW!!!

Cancer:You may be judging someone a bit too harshly--especially a sibling or close friend. Catch yourself if you feel like you're being critical of her. Though you are only trying to help, your comments can feel like put-downs if you aren't sensitive ( Read more... )

Props to ryan for finding this, its fairly unnerving.

http://www.freedomunderground.org/memoryhole/pentagon.php

ya know how you take like, narcotics to get over colds and head colds andf whatever. that stuff rules. seriously, rules. im feelin good right now. FEEEEEEHLLLINNN gggguuuuuuuuuuuhd. GUUUHD!!!! oh man. i was so out of my mind in class. like, the words on my physics stuff, just stopped making sense. thats when i started giggling to myself about ( Read more... )

going to school. going to make a serious effort to meet people. *sigh* this will be either incredibly easy or incredibly painful. we'll see which it is.

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Now that I'm back to my normal self (kinda) i just feel so lonely. i realize now (as i told katie) i have like no friends. i have people who are friendly to me, and people im friendly with, but look at my relations with people, i dont really have friends. im so alone right now. i could cry. i wanted to be alone before, how did i do it? how did i ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt pure rush? let me tell you, there is nothing like narrowly avoiding death in rain weather with hurricanes whipping around you going 90 mph down 495. holy shit that ruled. i know im being reckless cause im depressed and numb, but key word being numb. i feel nothing and am everything, everywhere. if only i didnt feel so alone. oh ( Read more... )