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[higouhou]

don't even fucking bother reading this unless you care. I don't want to hear anything about this later, or any bitching from you about my attitude and shit. I want help, and that is all. So, if you can't handle that, don't bother reading this

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[ex_tempura]

I've noticed. I understand. I know how it feels like to want to give up so bad. But for you to have kept up with all this so-called guilt and shame you speak of, actually makes you a much more stronger person than you may think you are. I know how it is to be a good person, how you just keep trying to be nice to people, and I don't know but I'm like that mainly because I feel that I have no other good qualities, no other good traits, so I figured that I could at least be the bestest friend anyone's ever had.

But I'm not going to be everyone's best friend. I don't just go up to complete strangers and start friendly conversation with them. I try to be a best friend to only those I actually care about, otherwise why would I even waste my time?

Nicole, there's no need to be fake. To pretend. You do what you want, what your heart actually wants. It doesn't hurt to wish for your own happiness once in awhile either. That's normal. Everyone wants to be happy, right? Everyone wants their own happiness, so that's not entirely too selfish. Don