spend the night with me....
So yeah, im so glad/proud of myself for getting out of the "SexyFour".

The only one i want to keep is Jamie :)

Im having a really shitty day.

Alan left early again for work, as always. Because as angry as it makes me, i know my boyfriend is a work aholic. And i hate it. I cant complain because at least he makes time for me, and i do indeed get to see him every night. But still, he is sixteen and he def. does not need to work that much in one lifetime. its ( Read more... )

So um yeah.
I feel like i am loosing all my friends.
I mean Lance and i barley talk anymore, Sarah and I well we speak only in math and Crafts. All the people i used to be like bestfriends with are becoming so far away.
i dont like it.

:(

Grr...

Alan left me and went to the zoo for Walkers class, ugh. I mean i will get to see him when he gets back and tonight when he sstops over hopefully. :) Alan and i are good i think. I mean there are things going through my mind about some stuff, but i will talk to him about it. I just dont know anymore, sometimes its so hard to be in a ( Read more... )

Hello Everybody.
Im about to leave to go to a family thing, actually its a birthday party for Makennas aunt mary. :)
So Wyatt called me to hang out last night, i ahte it when he does that, because it makes it harder to hate him.

Well im going to go because i dont have much time.

;)

stephanie + alan = :) <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Hmm yeah.

God life sucks today.
I hate it.

I got my period this morning at like 2. And i could not fall asleep, so i layed there untill it was 5:30, took a shower thinking "Oh maybe itll make me feel better." Nope didnt work, i had cramps up until 5 minutes before i left, the advil finally kicked in. So i am on exactly 4 and a half hours of sleep, and ( Read more... )

Today is a slow boring day.
No alan, no marisa. :(
Its slow and not fun.

But today and yesterday.
Brandi and i touched up our friendship and bit and decided no more boys are getting in the way. Her and Gregory broke up, :( and it sucks, i hate seeing her sad, but it def. was for the best.

Today: Anthony (StreetBaller) and Double D's (Danny Deplama) ( Read more... )

I dont have a date for prom anymore.
:(
The one that i had, got the chicken pox, so now im alone. 
That sucks.

They Boys (Nate, Scoot, Bicker, Bo)
Yeah they are all trying to get me to go with Klienhen, im good.
Ill pass.
Ill just go with the SexyFour. :)
Or Brandi, if she doesnt go with Shane and Trav.
Im not sure, we will see.

Alan and i are doing good i ( Read more... )

So today.
Eh it sucks, i hate being at this school, just on this day, any other day, i love James A. Garfield.

Its like the freshman dont understand because they never met Derek, and never knew how amazing he was.
And the sophmores understand a little more, but not that much, or they are just to arrogant to give a shit.
The Juniors,  most of them ( Read more... )

Hey Everybody.
Im in Psychology.
Boreddddddd.
=D

RIP DJH, you are def. missed alot.
i miss you kid.
4/20 the worst day of every year.

Well tonight, decorating the rock at 6ish, then movies with Alan at like nine something.
Im out, love ya. =D