Dear Paul,

[hijadediablo]

This is not some sappy love letter, or the desperate last attempt of an ambitious school girl trying to win a losing battle. No, this is the truth, stripped of all social pressures and cultural demands. This is my promise to you, one that I will honor and respect whether you chose to act upon it or not

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[hijadediablo]

This is everything that I want to say to Paul, but I don't know if I should send it to him. Well, I wouldn't be sending it. I would be handwriting it and delivering it as a letter to his hand. But should I give it to him? Or would this be taking it too far? I don't know and I can't answer this question on my own. So, Jemma, I need you opinion in this matter. Do you think I should give this to him? If I do I kind of imagine that this would be it. Giving this to him would mean that he knows everything I have to say to him and, so, I wouldn't be allowed to obsess over him, or actively pursue him any more. I understand that and I'm willing to give that up. But I still don't know if I can give this to him. So, help, please?