I slept long and had a quiet day. Seeing Maarten on web cam but not being able to touch him was hard. I miss his wonderful male smell and his warmth next to me when I go to bed ( Read more... )

The day in Amsterdam with Maarten was great. We were a bit late to arrive there and had to wait in a line for almost an hour before we could enter the museum, but it was worth it. The paintings of Rembrandt and his pupils were beautiful, the only artist whose work didn't do anything but disturb me was Miró. Surrealism just isn't my thing ( Read more... )

Tonight was the first time Maarten cooked our dinner. It was really good Nasi Goreng. I was surprised.

My passport and keys were delivered today. I'm so glad, now there won't be any problems with my flight back home I hope. I have to go back, even though I would love to stay here with him.

Yesterday we went to Blerick and visited the café of ( Read more... )

My mother visited me from Thursday to Friday. It wasn't as bad as I expected. Thankfully she mentioned wanting a key to my flat only once and I could "overhear" it. Actually it is her flat, she owns it, but I live here. When I was still a child, living in her house, she never knocked on my door, never showed any respect for my privacy and then ( Read more... )

Work was okay today, I could sleep until noon and then took my time to get to the Wednesday company ( Read more... )

I'm massage therapist. No doubt about that. I just wish I had enough to do with massaging, so that my boss doesn't need to put me to work as cleaner. I understand that I can't do nothing and get paid for it anyway, it's just... I hate housework. On the other hand.. she teaches me how cleaning is done correctly.. maybe that could be useful one day. ( Read more... )

Yes, I think it was Monday today...  Meh... work after four hours of sleep... Not the best thing that can happen, but I managed quite well. My patients were happy with the treatment, my colleague got to see the company and met the secretary that is in charge of registration for a massage in the company and got friends with the doorman. So far, so ( Read more... )

My partner isn't as angry any more as he was yesterday, but he hit his door and made a hole in it with his fist. Thank the goddess that he only cut his hand and didn't break anything. I know I wasn't the sole reason for that furious attack to the furniture, but I was the last straw. I wish I could do more than just wishing that his situation gets ( Read more... )

Last week I got a new lap top for various reasons.

First: I can put my patient data now on the computer and don't have to carry around a box with small paper cards.

Second: I have a replacement, should my normal computer die (what the screen seems to do. I needed 62 tries until it finally started this morning)

Third: I can read online stories in bed ( Read more... )

Last Friday I worked with my boss at a company celebrations. I was supposed to treat their employees once a week from now on, but another massage company made a cheaper offer and got the deal. At that celebrations I had one of the bosses underneath my hands and she liked very much what I did to her back. She liked it enough to tell my boss to send ( Read more... )