summary: "I'm sorry Junsu ah, but Yoochun and Jaejoong got more scene together."
"I'm sorry Su baby, Jaejoong hyung need me..."
Why I am the one who always been alone? been forgoten? why?
my beta: sakurasdr3am Thank you so much dear, you make this fict more readable *hug* A/N: Thank for my lovely sakurasdr3am for helping me >< She is the one who make the smut scene *hug n kisses for u dear*
Chapter 2
Yoochun and Junsu are back together like before, Yoochun tried his best to make up for everything that he has put Junsu through. Junsu has never felt happier, his lover was back to his side again.
But, in reality happiness does not last forever.
Today is Jaejoong’s birthday. Junsu and Yoochun wanted to throw a surprise party for him. In the middle of preparations, Junsu tells Yoochun to go and keep Jaejoong busy while he and the rest of Jaejoong’s friends prepare for the party.
“Junsu ah, where do you want me to put this box?” One of Jaejoong’s friend asked. Junsu who was still decorating the cake looked at him and pointed to a spot.
“Can you put it in the corner over there?” He smiled.
“Sure” Jaejoong’s friend did what Junsu told him. Junsu went back to decorating the cake. He smiled at his creation.
“It looks good. My culinary courses is finally paying off.” He looked over at the look the clock, it was almost time for the party to start.
“Omo, I should leave. Don’t forget to turn off the lights, don’t do anything weird, and don’t call Jae hyung okay. I’m picking them up now.” He left to go to Jaejoong’s apartment to pick the two up.
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Junsu approached Jaejoong’s apartment door. He open it and was confused.
‘Hyung didn’t lock his door?’ he entered and searched for the soulmates. He heard some strange noises coming from… Jaejoong’s bedroom.
The younger man frowned. He then approached the room and opened the door a little bit, just enough to peak inside. He gasped at what he saw. He backed away from the door and run from the place. He ran far far away. Tears was flowing down his face blurring his sight. He stopped at the beach, cried loudly as his heart was in pain.
‘Why? How can they do this to me again…’ Junsu only can ask in his mind.
{Fallen leave tone}
Junsu saw the screen.
Yamato (A/N: OC).
He clear his throat and answer it. “Yeoboseo.”
“Junsu, where are Jaejoong and Yoochun?” He asked.
Junsu was silent for a bit.
“Junsu?”
“Can you just call them and tell them to come over? I have some business to attend to…”
“Oh, okay… but you’re coming to the party later right?”
“Sorry, I can’t…”
“Okay then, take care Junsu ah…”
“Thanks Yamato…” he hung up the phone as tears continues to fall down his cheeks.
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Yoochun and Jaejoong had arrived at the front door of the house that held Jaejoong’s party. (Jaejoong still has no idea about surprise party).
When Jaejoong entered, he was completely surprised to see many of his friends pop out and cheered for him.
“Happy Birthday Kim Jaejoong!!!” They all shouted.
Jaejoong smiled brightly.
“Oh my God, all of you… Thank you” he then tried to hug all of his friends. He then turned to Yoochun.
“Did you plan this?” he asked.
“Yeah, me and Junsu were the ones who had planned this.” Yoochun then remembers Junsu was confused, he look around noticing that his lover was no where in sight.
“Where is Junsu?” he asked one of his friend.
Yamato who heard Yoochun choose to answer.
“Well, he said he have some business to attend to, so he won’t be able to make it. But from the sound of his voice he sounded sick.”
Yoochun frowned.
“But wait, wasn’t he suppose to be picking up the two of you from Jaejoong’s place and bring you guys here?” One of his friend asked. Yoochun was then stunned.
‘Oh my God… don’t tell me he…’
“Oh, shit…” Yoochun cursing.
He had made the biggest mistake ever. Once again… but this time…
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Junsu POV
I didn’t know where to go so I just decided to go back to my hyung’s place. I knocked on the door repeatly then finally the door open.
“Junsu?” my brother was surprised to see me. I hugged him and cried.
I can’t do this anymore, being unnoticed, being ignored, being unloved, I can’t keep pretending that I’m fine anymore… it’s just too much.
My brother brought me into the living room and placed me on the couch. He rubbed my head trying to comfort me. I have miss this moment. My crying then became sobbing. I looked at him and he smile softly.
“Why is my baby brother crying? He asked.
I couldn’t say anything, I just looked up at him and started to cry again.
“Omo, d-don’t cry again… th-there hyung have a big dolphin plushie for you” he paniced and brought out a really big dolphin plushie for me. I chuckled seeing my brother in such a clumsy panic state. I hugged the plushie.
“Gomawo hyung…” He sat beside me again.
“Care to tell me what happened?” I shook my head.
“You won’t be sitting here crying and bawling if there’s nothing su... I’m your hyung I know you very damn well.”
I sighed. “I’m thinking about resigning from JYJ.”
“WHAT?!” he shouted.
“Hyung… you’re going to make me deaf…” I whined.
“But why su? You love singing.” He held my hands, I just looked down.
“Su, tell me…” he insisted.
“I… I’m tired for being ignored and always the one who’s left alone hyung…” I said with low voice, but I guess it’s enough to be heard. I felt hyung trying to hold in his anger.
“What did they do to you?” he forced me to look at him. I’m scared, I know hyung will beat them up if I told him.
“Tell me Su, what the fuck did they do to you?!” he asked with a loud voice. He was really mad.
“I… I can’t hyung… please don’t force me… I don’t want you to get into a fight and cause a scandal because of me…” I cried and begged him. He sighed trying to calm himself down.
“Okay, but for now you are going live here. No excuses” He looks like our appa when he gets angry.
“B-but, what about my cats?” I looked down.
“Of course they can all move here too.” I hug hyung tightly.
“Jeongmal gomawoyo hyung…” he hugged me back as tightly as I’m hugging him.
“I’ll help you prepare the resignation papers.” I smiled and nodded.
“Ne hyung…”
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Yoochun POV -When Junsu was still preparing for Jaejoong’s surprise party-
I had made my way to go over to Jaejoong’s apartment to distract him and keep him busy while the party preparations was going on. When I entered his apartment, I saw him crying in the living room.
“Jae? Hey, are you alright? Why are you crying?” I hugged him and tried to comfort him.
He just kept on sobbing while hugged me tightly. He buried his face in my shoulder as I caressed his hair. His sobbing turn into sniffles and I think he finally calmed down.
“Care to tell me?” I asked once again. Finally, he nodded.
“Yunnie didn’t contact me. I waited for him all day to call me but only Changmin called and said ‘Happy Birthday’ to me.” His eyes got teary again. I wiped away the tears.
“Maybe he’s busy? You know it’s not easy to handle things when we were 5, now think about doing it with only 2 people.”
Jaejoong nodded. “I know, but if Changmin can do it, why he can’t?! At least send me a text or something, that’s all I ask. A text is just enough to make me happy” he became histerical. I cupped his face.
“Jae! Look at me. Trust me, Yunho hyung still loves you. Even though he didn’t contact you today. I know for a fact he still loves you” He looked into my eyes as our face got closer.
“Why couldn’t I have fallen in love with you instead…?” he said before kissed me. My eyes widened, but his soft lips made me kiss him back.
‘Wait! I’m Junsu’s now! I can’t be doing this?!’ I can hear my heart screaming at me to stop, but my mind and body said otherwise. I deepened the kiss and heard Jaejoong moan, it was making my body hot.
I pulled him away to look at him who was panting just as hard as I am. His face had become red and his lips were swollen. I inched in closer and kissed his neck, biting and sucking his sensitive spots. It made him moan and squirm under my touch. It’s been such long time since I had done this.
As I continued down his body, he had already started to undress himself and undress me while he was at it, and in a flash, we were both naked and kisses were trailed all along our bodies from each other. Finally, I couldn’t take it anymore, I flipped him over onto his side, looked deeply into his eyes and asked him.
“Are you ready?” I trailed my finger down to his hole, touching his length along the way and felt to see if he is ready.
“I can see I don’t think we’ll be needing lub.” As I touched his length, he was already preparing mine. As he looked up at me he nodded seductively and spoke
“I’m ready” and before I knew it, I had entered him, making my way in and out, it felt wonderful. I can feel my body burn with lust and heat. As I thrusted into him, all I can hear is Jaejoong calling my name, in which just made me move faster. I looked at him and saw him rubbing his length while I was thrusting.
“Yoochun! Faster! Faster!” as he yelled he also moaned, it felt like heaven.
“Jaejoong! I’m coming!”
“Yoochun! ME TOO!”
“AHH!” with that, I came into him…
After we finished Jaejoong snugggled into my embrace.
“Thank you Yoochun ah…” and he fell asleep. I sighed
‘What the hell did I just do?! I cheated on Junsu with Jaejoong! How can I explain myself to Junsu? Wait, explain? I can’t… God, Junsu I’m so sorry…’