Ummmm.....

[hikari_satomi]

Okay its been a while since i have wrote on here. One of my best friends Rachel wants me to so i will for her sake. Now what. *sigh* I might as well talk about school since that is whats taking up my life right now

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:'( amanda! ashley called me from the game and nic was flirting ALOT with this one girl..........see i knew if i didn't go i would miss something, and now he probly likes this girl alot and will forget about me and i'll be all alone again.......plus he told me today that he wasn't switching to lunch 2. people seem to twist things when they say them, but since nic has liked so many girls and then just stops liking them this one is easy to believe, i just want him to get on so i can talk and either feel completely sad or be relieved of my worry. i wish that i could feel as if i could trust people. but i can't i have so much mistrust that it's quite sad. i hate myself for liking him. people warned me like leo (not that he cares or anything) but i didn't really listen, my big crush got in the way. if you don't mind i think i will go wallow in self pity and find someway to relieve my grief....

-rash

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it's kinda weird because he said that he really couldn't wait to be with me at the football game (to either you or ashley) and about how much he thinks about me in his note (obviously not thinking of me to much at the game i would venture), and tells you guys he's gonna ask me out (after breaking up with his gf for me!) i don't really know the story, maybe i'm just making assumptions...........

but it is 10:20, the game is most definetely over, and where is he? certainly he's not rushing to get on the puter!

if i could've been at that game tonight things might have been different..........we might have been together by now, nothing turns out for me, i guess i believed him when he said all that nice stuff to me, turns out he's just really desperate or something.....*sigh*

leo's right no one love's me and no one ever will.
i want to cry.

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ah i get so overreactive...it was really nothing, but i keep questioning if he still likes me or not, so it's like aaaahhhhh *cringe* whatever....

i drew some anime (chi)! it's so prettiful! i can't wait to show you! it's not good, but i'm just glad i can at least draw it. but i cant draw hands (never could) bah, see you monday!

-rachel

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i'm looking up chobits right now and i was wondering if i could read some of your anime?

what are other good ones? (chobits is all i know)

chii is soooooo pretty

i might attempt drawing some anime........

i could really get into this.......

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HEY!!!

NOV.4====Ashley's BDAAY
NOV.11====Rachel's BDAY!