so it turns out i dont want to be a pilot so i guess im coming back home.... nice expirence but i spent too much money. hope i really find out what i want to do and not fuck up and have to spend more money again.

they say never read old journals.... now i know what they mean, i cant stand to read them i was...............................dundundun....EMO AHHHHHHHH.
take my advice if anyone reads these things dont read all ur past entries

im ready to shoot one of my friends its a good thing i dont have a katana yet^-^

today we took psats and im depressed cuz one of my friends is...

ok this weekend i went to the mall with laurel(fun) yea too bad T couldn't go with ushope to do somethin fun tomorrow!!!

today kinda sucked at lunch i just stared, then erica c. hugged me and i started to tear... fun..

im lost i dont know where i go from here, everythings so wrong, it seems like everyones gone, the world is upsidedown, i need someone to guide my through this thick haze i cannot see who is in front of me

EVERYONE BETTER LEAVE ME ALONE OR I'LL SHOOT U MY SELF!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like i should go die somewhere.im not wanted here so mabey i should leave.

ive lost my confidence last year. everyday i was made fun of, i didnt care for a while, but then it was to much. my girl dumped my cuz of rumors, my friends made fun of me just like my enimies. life was shit. i had no one who knew what i felt, and it seemed no one cared either.they took it all away last year. my girl, my pride, and my confidence.