Somedays I'm a big loser! Today I was a big winner.
except when I failed maniac Drop Out on DDR 4th mix plus.
... that's right. Pheter and I were playing DDR tonight!
UGH. so sweaty. ;;(≧〽≦);; yuck sweat inbetween my non-boobs and back sweat. yuck.
I think after writing my exhausting entry yesterday evening my mood lightened a bit. I've actually gotten things done. I've registered for classes, ordered my text books, contacted my professors... and today! I actually completed the framework for my thesis proposal... now the actual content is the issue... ~p(°∩ ° );;; *fist shake*
But I even worked out afterwards! I've been to the rec center 4x this week... not including dance classes and pole! (°□°) go me!
I think I was rewarded from the universe by being a big winner today!
I won this baby!
I was trying to win the gray one also... but I didn't! That's ok... cause I'm going to adopt this one to slave_to_anime... if he wants it. I hope he does??? You do???? Hopefully! Crazy thing is... I won this baby on the first try! O__O And it landed perfectly on top! Who does that? *cough* Evie... ( >__>)q~
So anyways - I guess my whole point of this entry was to say that I feel like a big winner. Thanks to everyone who actually read my entry... and thanks even more to those who responded! I'm one of those shelly astrological signs... so I tend to keep certain things in - even though I'm pretty rambunctious in person.
I hope I keep being a big winner...! p(*∩*)q
Sadly I felt a little better when I ran into 4 of the other Gerokines Grad students... and we all depressingly looked at each other and asked "You done yet?" "... no. Not yet." We're all in the same situation! It's good to have other people in the same hole as you... you don't feel as alone.
Dr. Brown always tells me "You're still here?" and I responded with "I'm never going to leave (T__T)" to which he replied "Don't worry. We'll get you out of here one way or another. One step at a time." then I responded... "My steps are as small as a pomeranian's... but I'll keep working hard!"
I'm happy I'm in his class this semester. I really do feel blessed to go to a school and be in a program that all of the professors I've had are honestly interested in my well-being and future success. I always feel sad when I find out people didn't connect with their professors or advisors because I get along really well with all of them. They've all inspired me in one way or another in the career path I've chosen and how I handle life.
... who knew that enrolling at Cal State Fullerton... joining the wushu team... learning about Kinesiology... then having cool professors... would lead me to where I am!
Sometimes the world falls into place.
Sometimes it doesn't.
But it keeps spinning!!!
Ok. I got a 10:30a pole cardio class... I really should have been in bed when Pheter and I were done DDRing and sweating... but I started cleaning. /( _O_ )\ Oops.
... that's right. Pheter and I were playing DDR tonight!
UGH. so sweaty. ;;(≧〽≦);; yuck sweat inbetween my non-boobs and back sweat. yuck.
I think after writing my exhausting entry yesterday evening my mood lightened a bit. I've actually gotten things done. I've registered for classes, ordered my text books, contacted my professors... and today! I actually completed the framework for my thesis proposal... now the actual content is the issue... ~p(°∩ ° );;; *fist shake*
But I even worked out afterwards! I've been to the rec center 4x this week... not including dance classes and pole! (°□°) go me!
I think I was rewarded from the universe by being a big winner today!
I won this baby!
I was trying to win the gray one also... but I didn't! That's ok... cause I'm going to adopt this one to slave_to_anime... if he wants it. I hope he does??? You do???? Hopefully! Crazy thing is... I won this baby on the first try! O__O And it landed perfectly on top! Who does that? *cough* Evie... ( >__>)q~
So anyways - I guess my whole point of this entry was to say that I feel like a big winner. Thanks to everyone who actually read my entry... and thanks even more to those who responded! I'm one of those shelly astrological signs... so I tend to keep certain things in - even though I'm pretty rambunctious in person.
I hope I keep being a big winner...! p(*∩*)q
Sadly I felt a little better when I ran into 4 of the other Gerokines Grad students... and we all depressingly looked at each other and asked "You done yet?" "... no. Not yet." We're all in the same situation! It's good to have other people in the same hole as you... you don't feel as alone.
Dr. Brown always tells me "You're still here?" and I responded with "I'm never going to leave (T__T)" to which he replied "Don't worry. We'll get you out of here one way or another. One step at a time." then I responded... "My steps are as small as a pomeranian's... but I'll keep working hard!"
I'm happy I'm in his class this semester. I really do feel blessed to go to a school and be in a program that all of the professors I've had are honestly interested in my well-being and future success. I always feel sad when I find out people didn't connect with their professors or advisors because I get along really well with all of them. They've all inspired me in one way or another in the career path I've chosen and how I handle life.
... who knew that enrolling at Cal State Fullerton... joining the wushu team... learning about Kinesiology... then having cool professors... would lead me to where I am!
Sometimes the world falls into place.
Sometimes it doesn't.
But it keeps spinning!!!
Ok. I got a 10:30a pole cardio class... I really should have been in bed when Pheter and I were done DDRing and sweating... but I started cleaning. /( _O_ )\ Oops.