Dissemble these feelings deep into the emotionless ground ( Read more... )

Tonight had to of been one of the worst nights this month. I don't have the slightest clue why I am still being fucked with, when I have clearly been running the other direction. Nothing is worse than someone breaking your heart right? So you fade away and tell yourself to hate them (which never works)being I've told myself to since Febuary. The ( Read more... )

I made it through the day...not nearly a suprise but I was soooooo tired. I haven't been sleeping very good so functioning on a higher level is a bonus ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being stuck in the same place, all the time. I just keep waiting for this big break and hoping things will raise up. Its just one of those times in life where your not going to wallow in pitty over whats been handed to you, but your ready to go go go. Its so tiring to get to know the same people all time, their not the same but by ( Read more... )

So I am waiting for my next class...and at the looks on how the day is going this will be a long slow wait. I can't really type or write today because my fingers are raw from playing the guitar yesterday. I almost have all the chords down for the song I am learning. haha. Its pearl Jam-Last kiss. Dad claims I am coming along being I have only ( Read more... )

I need some type of a sign.
To point me in the direction I need to go.
I need some type of a sign.
To assist me and bring wisdom.
I need some type of a sign.

I went to a party last night with Angel and her crazy drunk friends. I dunno. It was super fun but the girls were drinking way too much. Angel got into a fight with John and LEFT ME THERE all by myself with no ride at ohh 2:30 in the morning. Yeah and I told myself to be home early because I have this huge ass paper to type this afternoon, and if I ( Read more... )

Today worked out pretty well. I got some of my psych done...well except that huge project...but uh yeah I'll get to it. haha ( Read more... )

This morning came so fast, And its passing rather fast too. I went to the tanner and ate some breakfast. (YEAH eggo mini waffles)Kendra came over to run some errands with me. I went to Meijer to return pop cans because I had this massive craving for cheese popcorn!! HAHA. After that I came out with an extra $3.81. WOO HOO! I undercover crept out of ( Read more... )

I can't help but to wonder/understand what is going inside of peoples heads. Maybe its best that no one can quite ever understand one another at times. Or maybe arguments/friendships were ment to happen for a reason. I think everything happens for a reason, whether the outcome was how I wanted it or not. If everyone thought the same than the world ( Read more... )