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[hilaryann]

"are you around?
...
put your breath in my mouth.
put your heart in my chest."

-hospital shipsI'm obsessed with haunting, quiet, peaceful, ambient type music lately. As though if I listen to only things that sound transparent, I'll figure out the secret to transparency myself. Much of the time I'd like to just disappear. There is too much of me. I

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[tyskkvinna]

I got your cd the other day! I meant to tell you. :) thank you so much <3 sorry I did not get to see you while you were here.

[hilaryann]

Oh good! I hope you like it :)
& that's okay, I only got to have friends-time in Kalamazoo for one afternoon so I didn't get to see a lot of people. I wish I could have extended my trip or something, it went by too fast.

[sidekick_dog]

you can't disappear
you have cats
cats are proof of reality and existence
cats purr to say "you're here and you matter"

(and cats tear your house to shreds to say "tra la la la we're crazy fuckin animals!")

[hilaryann]

it's true.
sometimes the only reason i am still around is because of my cats.
i think this is why, subconsciously, i always have a cat. because if i'm responsible for taking care of something/someone else, i have to take care of myself.
even if sometimes i want to tear my hair out over it.

[sidekick_dog]

I really really want a cat...
but a) they're not allowed in my place and b) I probably won't be in Japan for the entire life of a furball...

[hilaryann]

I like this.
Oh how I once loved The Cure. Used to be so good, and now Robert Smith likes Slipknot, and, well....