hillary, we tried calling you Sat. we knew you were on a date but still decided to call. It was really lonely we all missed you..
sorry wish i could offer advice if you need someone to talk too il try to help as best as i can.
but as far as a second date.. hmm well if you really dont see yourself with him.. then thats probably for a reason but you said you got along good.. is it just the old feelings for that someone making you think ricky isnt right.
you could be missing something.. anyways we've only got one life, might as well try everything once.
well cya at school tmrw.. oh p.s. nothing is wrong with you.. this is normal.
i feel a little bit better knowing that someone cares. I missed u all Sat, I got the message, I wanted to call back but i didn't know what number to call.
well, i dunno, ricky isn't really my type of guy, and we didn't really have much to talk about. but i'll se ya'll at school.
What to do, what to do...scottyg8711January 30 2005, 18:25:46 UTC
I have gone through a situation nearly identical to this one. Here is what I did:
*I looked at my options: Say something or say nothing.
*I knew logically I shouldn't have said anything, but it burned inside of me so much, that in the end I decided I had to say it.
*I knew the odds were not in my favor, and I knew that there was an extreme chance of a no, but still the possibility of there being a yes drove me to go through with it.
*Turns out, I was indeed wrong, but still I think its better that at least I made known my feelings.
*My suggestion to you is to go ahead and tell him. If he says no, then...I'm not going to lie to you, it's going to hurt. Bad. But it will not be as bad as the pain you would have felt if you had never said anything.
*Even if it ends up not how you had hoped, at least you will not have to live with the horrible uncertainty of wondering if it could have happened.
*Plus, he could say yes, and well...you can imagine where it would go from there.
Re: What to do, what to do...hildolovesyouJanuary 31 2005, 13:41:38 UTC
oh scott, i know you understand me. I honestly know that you do. Saying that I'll tell him in my head is so much easier than actually doing it...seriously, it is so much easier to say it. The part about it is, I know that there is a 96.9% that he will say no.....that 3.1% doesn't seem like it's enough for me to tell him. I'm just not sure, it's killing me inside. I know that I should tell him, I have to tell him, or my insides will eat me away, and that is a scary thought. The problem is:I have no idea when I would have a chance to tell him...i need some help with that one.
Re: What to do, what to do...scottyg8711January 31 2005, 16:38:13 UTC
Hmmm...well I'll probably need to know a little bit more about the situation to help you with that one. If you ever feel like you have to talk or you'll go insane, my phone is almost always on.
I just want to hold you right now! The task ahead of you is never as great as the power behind you. I know I am talking like some holy roller preacher but if you put it in God's hands, he will take care of it. He will have his way in the end anyways. Ask God for the strength. And about feeling the pain. I think I know what pain that is. It is in emotional people like you and I and it is from 1.)being sympathetic to all the pain in the world and 2.)loving so hard and so much it hurts. Then of course, there is him. I know what this is like. It's going to be okay. Even if your heart hurts to the point of throwing up for days, it will ultimately make you stronger and more mature. It will teach you things you could have never have imagined about life, and how to live it. You know this is coming from having lived it and it is the truth. Then of course, you could be in a state of extreme happiness. It will be okay. Everythings okay in the end; if it's not oaky, its not the end. Love you honey. ;)
I wish you were here to hold me and put an end to my worrying mind. I wish that you were here to tell me what I am supposed to do. I actually no what I am "supposed" to do, it's just hard. I miss you, I need your support... Love you dear...
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sorry wish i could offer advice if you need someone to talk too il try to help as best as i can.
but as far as a second date.. hmm well if you really dont see yourself with him.. then thats probably for a reason but you said you got along good.. is it just the old feelings for that someone making you think ricky isnt right.
you could be missing something.. anyways we've only got one life, might as well try everything once.
well cya at school tmrw.. oh p.s. nothing is wrong with you.. this is normal.
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i feel a little bit better knowing that someone cares. I missed u all Sat, I got the message, I wanted to call back but i didn't know what number to call.
well, i dunno, ricky isn't really my type of guy, and we didn't really have much to talk about. but i'll se ya'll at school.
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*I looked at my options: Say something or say nothing.
*I knew logically I shouldn't have said anything, but it burned inside of me so much, that in the end I decided I had to say it.
*I knew the odds were not in my favor, and I knew that there was an extreme chance of a no, but still the possibility of there being a yes drove me to go through with it.
*Turns out, I was indeed wrong, but still I think its better that at least I made known my feelings.
*My suggestion to you is to go ahead and tell him. If he says no, then...I'm not going to lie to you, it's going to hurt. Bad. But it will not be as bad as the pain you would have felt if you had never said anything.
*Even if it ends up not how you had hoped, at least you will not have to live with the horrible uncertainty of wondering if it could have happened.
*Plus, he could say yes, and well...you can imagine where it would go from there.
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The part about it is, I know that there is a 96.9% that he will say no.....that 3.1% doesn't seem like it's enough for me to tell him.
I'm just not sure, it's killing me inside. I know that I should tell him, I have to tell him, or my insides will eat me away, and that is a scary thought. The problem is:I have no idea when I would have a chance to tell him...i need some help with that one.
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If you ever feel like you have to talk or you'll go insane, my phone is almost always on.
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I miss you, I need your support...
Love you dear...
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