saturday
I got up and instantly went on facebook - the french teacher downloaded it and I can look at his mobile pictures, the kids seem to be having a blast. I think I"ve talked to melissa more than Mike! Such a weird situation, mike and melissa have been together two years this march - it took a while but she's gone on vacations with us - her and Rob get along so well. And in her life a dad is lacking - her parents are divorced and even though she's had her step dad since 5 - they don't connect. He's nice and would do anything for them, and her step brothers would kill for her. Today they'll be out till all hours - pizza party at 11:00 pm! We're using cell phones but who cares, this is his first time away away and it's 4 days in another country.
Zach's game sucked last night - no defence, and literally the ref's glases were so fogged up he was blind! He fell and gave us a penalty. Rob gets over anxious and yells I said something so he wouldn't and now we're not talking but that's our life. The silliest things can set us off, but not into fights just "ignoring" which hurts a lot at times. Especially now since mom is on her way to the funeral of Michelle who just died in bed, no reason. I shouldn't but do from time to time, have any idea how he could have cheated, I just don't he doesn't have the time to and to picture him being nice, caring and pationate - just kills me. I think it's something that will be more painfull than words can describe for the rest of my life.
Getting ready to go to the carwash to benefit Rya's daddy Timmy - so sad, I jsut wish he'd wake up. He and Rob share v-day birthdays WAKE UP TIMMY! He's been in the coma since 12/27
we never know what will happen, we need to apprecite every day, never go to bed angry (even last night Rob and I hugged, no words) a medical issue could take you at any time. I am high stress and stress is the worst, I really need to get control of it.