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[hill_the_khore]

I imagine other guys have it easy.
That they can let apathy take over
the way rabies works its way up your spinal cord
and causes undue aggression.

I wish I were like that.
But instead
I have anger that drains me
Fear that wrings out my body
Depression that scrapes out my will,
throws it on the ground,
and crushes it with iron toed boots.

But I guess the result of that would be apathy.