I am irritated. Literally. Emotionally. Optically ( Read more... )

Type. Delete. Type. Delete. I've been meaning to write for awhile now. Yet everytime I begin my words seem so contrived and disingenuous. Even now I don't know quite what to say. This summer has been quite tumultuous for me. My grandma died. So it goes. Both of my sisters' mental illnesses are becoming rather apparent and debilitating. I've ( Read more... )

Finals are almost over. They weren't hard. But I am glad to have a rest from the mind-numbing world of nursing (school ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about the time when I was in 3rd grade at Holy Family, and I guess my teacher was just super-lazy because all we did was watch "School House Rocks". Man I got so f-ing sick of the multiplication one. Every single day after lunch, we watched the stupid multiplication video, like some kind of "5 minutes of Hate" or something. I ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm dying. I have an ulcer in the right side of my mouth, which is the most painful CANKER SORE! I have ever experienced. This imp has caused the lymph nodes under my jaw (submandibular) and on the right side of my neck (superficial cervical) to enlarge and hurt. I'm pretty sure my occipital nodes are swollen too. And I have a spider ( Read more... )

Oh how I do love anesthetics! Especially in my mouth! So..here's the low down in my vie lately kiddos. I've been pretty much owning nursing school and making it my little bitch. And I p-wronged(instead of pr-ed) in my first ATR. I don't want to post, but let me just say, I was with the fat and old, and fat old people. So yeah, but since then, ( Read more... )

I've been wondering for some time whether or not to write about school. I feel like there are things I need to say. Or at least things I'd like to work out on screen. But see, I really really really hate those people that complain about school even though they are straight A students. And even more so, I hate that I've kind of become one of ( Read more... )

So the roommate and I are having some tension. Made worse by the fact we are related. And I feel likes its all my fault. Can I help it if I am a judgemental, insensitive, stubborn bitch?

I am too tired to keep writing.

Night

Well another semester is coming to a close and I'm in the midst of a whirlwind week of cramming and pretending to cram and trying to remember all the stuff that I learned but already forgotten this semester. I got into nursing school. Yay for me. Only now I have my eyes set on medical school. Damn I have some awkward timing. Oh well, what are your ( Read more... )

Why do my flaws sometimes seem so much more pronounced than other peoples? Sometimes its hard for me to find redeeming qualities about myself. Yea, I know, thats not the kind of attitude someone should have about themself. Don't worry. My self image isn't that bad, but still, I feel like such an idiot right now. I feel like I'm really easily ( Read more... )