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[hillstuck]

so after a particularly tumultuous new year's eve and day, and the distinct possibility of breaking up a relationship & losing both members of said relationship as friends, i find myself back to square one- almost. i've spent the past couple of days in a state of sadness and inertia, but i'm finally kicking myself up the backside. life doesn't stop

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[frozenmasksmile]

Oh come on, you've achieved much more in one year alone than I ever have.

I, hoever, like you say here, am similarly plagued with issues regarding motivation and insecurity. There is so much I wish I could do, or could be, and I know the steps I have to take to get there, but finding the motivation to take these steps, and just getting over that impatient voice that tells me that everything I do has to be fucking perfect the first time around, and that other voice of self doubt seems so much. Blah.

Um yeah, sorry to get into rant territory there. I think everyone should dedicate this year to the attempt to break free of those usual habitual routines that make life so comfortable and cripple personal creativity and try to wholeheartedly pursue self-betterment.

[frozenmasksmile]

*however* :P