It's been quite some time since I updated this, so lets give it a go ( Read more... )

I need a boyfriend, STAT.... at least a boy to crush over, I can't go through this hell anymore, I need a distraction.... Any ideas, let me know.... Because the 4 guys I've liked the past year are never gonna happen...

Well, I've been home a little over 3 weeks now, and I'm still not used to it... I've also been really irritable lately, and I think it's mostly because I'm not used to it it... or at least that's what I'm hoping it is. If not, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I've been working a lot lately, going to my bro's tennis tourneys when I ( Read more... )

It feels like I keep mending my heart, only to feel it break again... Why can't I just move on???

I'm so proud of my best friend.... I knew you could do it, I'm happy that you made a decision and are excited to move on with your life... The Airforce found someone special... I am going to miss you like crazy Twin, I love you with all of my heart...

ONE more day....... Let's hope I survive... I have my Calc IV final at 8am, then my fluids final at 1:30..... Then I am DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I move out on Friday, whenever my parents decide to wake up and come get me.... I will write a big end of the year entry soon, but for now I am just taking a quick break to keep me from going insane..... Too ( Read more... )

How ironic, today there really is a high of 75.....

We were talking together
I said "What's up with this weather?"
Dont know whether or not
How sad I just got
Was on my own volition
Or if I'm just missin the sun

And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hopin that I'll catch sight ( Read more... )

I didn't think someone could ever hurt me this much.... why did it have to be you???

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Dont touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm ( Read more... )

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
She is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to her now she's in question

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

Maybe you want her, maybe you need her
Maybe you started to compare to someone not ( Read more... )

I am finding it harder and harder to focus on school.... I move home in 18 days, and the weather keeps getting nice and nicer. Plus I have been going out and doing things, which make me even more distracted. I went to our initiation party, it was a lot of fun. It reminded me so much of last year around this time, probably the funnest time I had ( Read more... )