Ok, Amanda i love you so much and im sorry and i knwo we will proabably never talka again. I wouldnt have traded anythign for the world though. I wish noen of this ever would have happened. I was such a fucking scumfuck to you. Nikki, im sorry and wish i hadnt been such an ass, forget i exist. Both of you forget i exist. I hate life, death is so ( Read more... )

Everyday I think "Man, it cant get no worse..."
Everyday I surprise even myself
Every night I sit and wonder why
Everyday I want to fucking die!
FUCK THE WORLD!
FUCK THE WORLD!
FUCK THE WORLD!
Everyday the shit it brings me down
Every night I want to go out and kill
Everyday I somehow rise above
Every night I pray that I always will

r0ck3r ch1c sMs: Im really not seeing how you fucked up... you and amanda arent in a relationship, i mean you are crasy in love w. that gurl... but not a relationship so you have every right to talk to others gurls and stuff... she prolly does the same ( Read more... )

My days just seem to get better and better as they go bye. I'm stuck in the middle of fucking hell. Nothing going for me these days but instead of bithcing and moanin about it I'm gonna go listen to music.

I've been in Tn for a few days now and its been horrible. Except yesterday was a lot of fun. Me,Josh,and Mikey skated in red bank. It was a lot of fun. Kept my mind of the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life(if you dont know what im talking abotut hen dont worry about it). I think I'm gonna try and skate soem more today. Tommorrow I start ( Read more... )

I leave for Tennessee tomorrow morning bright and early. I didn't get to hang out with a few certain people before I left like I wanted to. Really sucks. I met this really cool girl named Nikki at the mall the other day. She's friends with a few friends of mine so thats how we met I guess. I stayed at Landon's house last night with Zack and we ( Read more... )

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Last night was fun. Me and Cory went to the show last night and helped out CONSPIRIOCITY and The Residuals. ANS and Unit 21 played too and nine miles to go. Unit 21 kicks ass. After the show, Me and Cory went over to Brians house and partied with the residuals. It was fun. well i'm hungry so, byebye.

Been a while. Friday night was fun. Hung out with cory, charity,diana,anderson,dan,and ike. Me.cory,charity,and dan went to a graveyard. That was cool. Then we got drunk at cory's house. Saturday I had to watch my little brother. Then cory came and got me and we stayed at his house again. School is almost over, finally! I skated all day yesterday ( Read more... )

Today wasnt too bad. I got to talk to some of my best friends online, Amanda(love you), Emily, and Elyse. The band had another practice today. It went quite well. I sang today becasue we were covering a few songs. I would normally sing anyway but we dont have all the lyrics for our songs yet. Hope everytone else is doing great.

~jeromy~