Can you help me remember how to smile?

[him_13]

Well, I've been pretty emo lately...The only people that actually make me smile haven't been around for me to hang out with, and the one person that can always make me smile i can't talk to because i never know what to say. it fucking sucks. i hate being like this. i hate trying to cover shit up and look happy. all it does is make it worse. I

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[erin21]

hay babe! are you okay? look you know im here and it doesnt matter when you call i will always be here for yah. if yah need anything give me a call.

i love you zack. forever.

-erin-

[him_13]

yeah i know but i hate talking about it because it only makes things worse because i tell people and they have no idea what it feels like...i wish for just one day people knew...then maybe they would acutally understand and not pretend to understand when i know they dont...

[erin21]

i know that i have no idea what you are feeling.. and i know that you know that.. but CALL ME!! you know that i will listen and try my hardest to make myself understand.. you know that.. i always have an "idea" as to what you are going through but its not enough obviously.. but i just want to keep reminding you that im here and that i may not have a clue as to how you are feeling but i will listen and try my hardest to do what it takes to help you out.. always.. i love you zack.. call me if you need me.. anytime.. it doesnt matter..

i love you always..

[him_13]

I hate the fact of calling people and telling them whats wrong...id rather just try to forget it and get over it because telling people how i feel never helps anything...it never has before and i dont think it will anytime soon...