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Aug 15, 2006 21:13

My life is crazy right now. Too much is happening.. then not enough.
It's crazy.

I had my life down to a T a year ago. But.. when I went to my father's house the last time.. everything went wrong. Horribly wrong. I became stressed out. Scared. I can't sleep right. I get random depression. I want to cry at weird intervals. Like today.. in the middle ( Read more... )

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i never would've imagined... irbirb89 August 16 2006, 19:19:21 UTC

i dont think you should feel stupid at all, Jess.
You are very smart, and not only that but you are a very beautiful girl.
You do have a special talent, too. Jess, you are my best friend. you have given me so much to be thankful for. You showed me happiness and how to have a good time while doing nothing :)
We all love you, Jess. I Hope you'll see that you ARE smart, you DO have a talent, and that you ARE beautiful.

Re: i never would've imagined... himehunnibunni August 16 2006, 22:44:03 UTC

Interesting, huh?
Some of the things people suffer, and even the closest of their friends don't know.
I know Becks heard a couple times. But others haven't heard me rant like that, because.. I don't know. I'm too busy helping everyone else out, that I forget myself.
I'm glad I did all that for you. For that, I feel accomplished. Perhaps that's my ultimate goal/meaning in life. To give happiness to others. Especially those in need.
And doing nothing and still having a great time isn't something that just anyone can do. ^.~
Thank you for taking the time to read my LJ. I wanted you to read it, because if I told you, it wouldn't be as detailed, and I probably would've changed the subject or something. xD

lilly_faerie August 19 2006, 23:10:14 UTC

T__T

wow this doesn't sound right sopranosquid November 5 2006, 17:36:10 UTC

Well I don't get on much so my apologies for not knowing sooner.I really want to be able to help you get through these times I understand they are hard and the perplexity of them threatens the very foundation of who you are and what you may become.I went through some similar emotion at relatively the same age and boy it just wasn't a sane experience.It was like someone had taken the controls in my head and wouldn't give them back to me my self image was poor I wanted everyone to like me and I thought I could please those people they would like me.Then After one night of really feeling like shit friend told me that I was not liked for what I could offer him but because I was honest and it could be seen in my face and he could hear my devotion with every word.simply put I was real to him in a world that relies on people feeding us lies about who we are and how we should look.

freakyk64 November 14 2006, 17:14:20 UTC

your nights sounds like mine..And jessica your one of the smarter people i know....you are the most beautifull no doubt about it...you do have talents..i seem to remember you not being that bad at drawing...and then music...i belive i remember you playing an insterment(wow i spelt that bad)....so you should start talking to people more...which you have been doing...since this is being replyed a few months after the post..but i've lacked internet as you know.....Alot of people love you jess..you know i do..

<3

btw...your journal is very emo pretty <3