bye livejournal.

you grow up believing that the people who you befriend at a tender age, will always remain by your side. the ones who you play in the sandbox with and stand in line with to play handball. you walk in hand in hand into the bathrooms because some stupid kid decided to spread rumors that the restrooms were forever haunted, because they just happened ( Read more... )

scream at the world. it wont change what has happened, but damn it feels good. cry and you wont get her back, but damn its the only thing left i can do. my actions are powerless against the angel of death. it sweeps in without caution, ready to claim whoever is written on the list and yet we're not affected or even concerned til the list hits close ( Read more... )

death has a strange way of bringing out all emotions. some find comfort in the reunions and converations that start with "remember when.." others trail behind the idea that grieving should be done in private and instead of appreciating life, sink deep into some sort of depression. others remain calm and collected, and somehow reflect the notion ( Read more... )

seeing kanye, common, & talib made me very happy =D

our culture thrives on pronouns. he, she, they instead of designating them by name like kyle or leila. maybe somehow its a way of detachment, because if we make it personal- then we start to care. and GOD FORBID we do. i mean how often do we say the person who has has no home versus "the homeless" calling them homeless helps us detach ourselves to ( Read more... )

yesterday was the strangest day. a movie was the first thing on my mind, and that was the farthest thing i did. christopher took me to don's house for the last day of his novena. prayers were said and memories relived, it was obvious he was well-loved. sad how now that we're experiencing the REAL WORLD where people pass away and cramming the day ( Read more... )

foolish of me to belittle my blessings ( Read more... )

"With every pain caused by you, the closer I get to a place where you can no longer hurt me."  -Unknown

Beverly Hills 90210 [before OC & Laguna Beach]
Clare Arnold:  I don't get you.  You have everything going for you.  The looks, the clothes, the attitude, you run a nightclub, you can practically have any guy on the West Side you want.  Why of all ( Read more... )

days have been real niceee. fast, but great. from the crazy surprise visit at 12am on my bday, to the endless amounts of partying- turning 20 has been a great ride. not to mention, very random with strippers & flyers & the "waxmunkiez" party & yah. not fond of birthdays- or more like celebrating my very own, but its always a good excuse to be ( Read more... )