so the results are in. la, berkeley, sd, or irvine.
wow.. i seriously dont know.

everything is still goin crazy. random surprises here & there, and spontaneous events but its all good. i havent had a breakdown yet. ha. so overall, life has been given me quite a ride ( Read more... )

last night was just what i needed ( Read more... )

many people cant bear to be on their own even when doing a simple task like going to the groceries, too bad i love it. i get overwhelmed easily by people. i think its my undying need to always feel like i hav to accomodate to everyone elses desires & sometimes that gets too intense even for me... maybe thats why im gettin really ansy for this ( Read more... )

doing horribly in my chemistry class, i decided to be a good girl today. my efforts actually paid off cause i stayed at starbucks for 3 hours straight going over some chapters. this time, i actually worked out the review problems and im glad to say, im actually in a better direction. more focused and more determined to remain on this path. eeks, ( Read more... )

dream me up with colors
and liven me up with streaks
give me hope and courage
even when i may appear weak
love me despite the fear
dance with me when i remain bound
and rely heavily on faith
for without that
we as instruments will have no sound.

you can find me at the nearest broken heart ( Read more... )

the last few days have been crazy. so for some reason, sd and irvine accepted me. still waiting on la and berk. hmm, still stressing about my chem grade but i just need to suck it up and pass the class already. so for the next few weeks, chem will be my bestest friend. to tell u the truth, i actually enjoy the material when i find myself cramming ( Read more... )

so much goin on. im thinkin that writing on my lj to ease my mind, but im not sure its goin to work cause im feeling quite flustered and confused at the moment. must be all those surprising details thats still getting to me ( Read more... )

thursday: visited henri & jon at work in eagle rock. headed to the cathedral for confessions with henrison. it was beautiful..ate chinatown food. hung out at their office for a while til i was forced to leave lol. went to my own job. left and picked up ceejay and went back to visit jon and henri. left the boys, picked up nessa. realized how much i ( Read more... )