feeling like crap all day
I think I'm gonna start posting regularly on Livejournal again.
Nope, not normal update post but ranting posts, I think. I've been sort of on a semi-hiatus on Twitter because some people really annoy the hell out of me there. And they're fangirls. Terrible, terrible. I mean Twitter /had/ been one of my favorite sites, no wait, it was my favorite site to visit every single day. My classmates, friends, fellow fangirls are all on Twitter and I had so much fun just talking crap, you know. Heh, but...I don't know why but some of them get on my nerves now. For some reason I can't even comprehend. I don't know.
That day I was so angry at someone on Twitter that I just ranted like crazy and went fuck that I'm not happy on Twitter anymore and did not visit Twitter for the next few weeks. I was considerably happier not on twitter and seeing those annoying tweets, but I was lonely, to be honest. It's like that 5% annoying tweets that made me asdfghjkl; the other 95% are just tweets that I (usually) enjoy reading but i cannot take it anymore. Unfollow? I wished I could. They are my /friends/. Contradicting, I know. So anyway, I didn't even talk to any fangirls for the next few days. I just felt really shitty but happy? Huh I don't get it either. Well then Sing Yee texted me for something that I can't really remember and then we just chatted. Every single day. This sounds really gross but I was sooooooooooo happy and I went all omg Singyee I love you ;A; but I didn't tell her that LOL. OK. WELL BECAUSE SOMEONE FINALLY UNDERSTANDS ME AND NO ONE ELSE BOTHERED TO TEXT ME /hearts/ I remember texting Rina everyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy single morning. But somehow we just stopped you know. I wonder if she got annoyed with me. Hmm.
+ So. I went to Sing Yee's house last Friday to Sunday. Time passed really really fast and I think we were just lazing around in her room most of the time and flailing like crazy. It was really really fun, especially after 3 ridiculous weeks of Mid Years. Yay!~
+ A☆Wave's chalet is confirmed! 18~20th June. Was supposed to be on 15~17th but Mummy couldn't get the dates. :( Sigh....the dates keep changing and I know for sure I've annoyed people already. /Shrugs/ What can I do?
+ Career Guidance Day on Thursday. Went for TP's design talk in the morning. Um I think I'm crazy but I really wanna go for TP's design course after my Os. Crazy. Crazy. Crazy. Why? Because I have ZERO talent in the arts department. Okay well, I like arts and craft but no experience in the drawing/sketching/painting area. Eh, D&T counts right? Actually in D&T, I didn't do much drawing and sketching too. Lower Sec art was bullshit because the teachers are really uh......yeah you know. :/
I like drawing, sure. But doesn't mean I'm good at it. So when my mind told me to go for TP's design course I was just stunned for some reason. I don't know why. I've heard stories from seniors and friends who are in design course. They're stressed as hell and well um I work well under pressure but that's not the point. I'm just afraid that (whatever talents I have) I can't cope or complete the assignments and stuff. D: this is just crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Oh I have considered NP's mass communication course too but I'm a lazy bum and I don't wanna travel all the way from Pasir Ris to Clementi every single day for three years. TP is in the East area so it's still okay. SP is far but at least it's on the green line so I don't have to change MRT
+ My desk is in a mess right now and I really can't be bothered to clean it up. Mid years are over and Prelims are coming soon. No point cleaning up now right. Just hoping that I won't go crazy by the mess and end up packing everything when I'm supposed to be studying. Been there done that. D:
+ 9 days until O level Chinese paper. My mandarin is still as lousy as every. AND I'M A CHINESE!! (What my parents always say. :/)
It's Saturday and I'm slacking~ Geh.
Nope, not normal update post but ranting posts, I think. I've been sort of on a semi-hiatus on Twitter because some people really annoy the hell out of me there. And they're fangirls. Terrible, terrible. I mean Twitter /had/ been one of my favorite sites, no wait, it was my favorite site to visit every single day. My classmates, friends, fellow fangirls are all on Twitter and I had so much fun just talking crap, you know. Heh, but...I don't know why but some of them get on my nerves now. For some reason I can't even comprehend. I don't know.
That day I was so angry at someone on Twitter that I just ranted like crazy and went fuck that I'm not happy on Twitter anymore and did not visit Twitter for the next few weeks. I was considerably happier not on twitter and seeing those annoying tweets, but I was lonely, to be honest. It's like that 5% annoying tweets that made me asdfghjkl; the other 95% are just tweets that I (usually) enjoy reading but i cannot take it anymore. Unfollow? I wished I could. They are my /friends/. Contradicting, I know. So anyway, I didn't even talk to any fangirls for the next few days. I just felt really shitty but happy? Huh I don't get it either. Well then Sing Yee texted me for something that I can't really remember and then we just chatted. Every single day. This sounds really gross but I was sooooooooooo happy and I went all omg Singyee I love you ;A; but I didn't tell her that LOL. OK. WELL BECAUSE SOMEONE FINALLY UNDERSTANDS ME AND NO ONE ELSE BOTHERED TO TEXT ME /hearts/ I remember texting Rina everyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy single morning. But somehow we just stopped you know. I wonder if she got annoyed with me. Hmm.
+ So. I went to Sing Yee's house last Friday to Sunday. Time passed really really fast and I think we were just lazing around in her room most of the time and flailing like crazy. It was really really fun, especially after 3 ridiculous weeks of Mid Years. Yay!~
+ A☆Wave's chalet is confirmed! 18~20th June. Was supposed to be on 15~17th but Mummy couldn't get the dates. :( Sigh....the dates keep changing and I know for sure I've annoyed people already. /Shrugs/ What can I do?
+ Career Guidance Day on Thursday. Went for TP's design talk in the morning. Um I think I'm crazy but I really wanna go for TP's design course after my Os. Crazy. Crazy. Crazy. Why? Because I have ZERO talent in the arts department. Okay well, I like arts and craft but no experience in the drawing/sketching/painting area. Eh, D&T counts right? Actually in D&T, I didn't do much drawing and sketching too. Lower Sec art was bullshit because the teachers are really uh......yeah you know. :/
I like drawing, sure. But doesn't mean I'm good at it. So when my mind told me to go for TP's design course I was just stunned for some reason. I don't know why. I've heard stories from seniors and friends who are in design course. They're stressed as hell and well um I work well under pressure but that's not the point. I'm just afraid that (whatever talents I have) I can't cope or complete the assignments and stuff. D: this is just crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Oh I have considered NP's mass communication course too but I'm a lazy bum and I don't wanna travel all the way from Pasir Ris to Clementi every single day for three years. TP is in the East area so it's still okay. SP is far but at least it's on the green line so I don't have to change MRT
+ My desk is in a mess right now and I really can't be bothered to clean it up. Mid years are over and Prelims are coming soon. No point cleaning up now right. Just hoping that I won't go crazy by the mess and end up packing everything when I'm supposed to be studying. Been there done that. D:
+ 9 days until O level Chinese paper. My mandarin is still as lousy as every. AND I'M A CHINESE!! (What my parents always say. :/)
It's Saturday and I'm slacking~ Geh.